Back The Nowhere Man
Chapters (82)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraphs
  5. 1. What He Needs to Know
  6. 2. The Social Contract
  7. 3. War Machine
  8. 4. Clean as a Scalpel
  9. 5. The Eyes of the Data-Mining Beast
  10. 6. Struck Oil
  11. 7. The Inevitable Gurgle
  12. 8. His Own Dollhouse
  13. 9. Our Lady of Holy Death
  14. 10. The Strange Language of Intimacy
  15. 11. No Longer the Same Place
  16. 12. Magical Machinations
  17. 13. Last Glance Back
  18. 14. Rambo in a Bespoke Shirt
  19. 15. Back-Alley Philosophers
  20. 16. Faithful Companions
  21. 17. Beautiful Monster
  22. 18. Flesh and Bone
  23. 19. Somewhere Much, Much Worse
  24. 20. No End Point
  25. 21. In Trouble
  26. 22. Divine Right
  27. 23. Destroying Angel
  28. 24. A Complex, Sticky Business
  29. 25. Not Very Nice
  30. 26. Man or Nature
  31. 27. Six in Total
  32. 28. The Grim Reapress
  33. 29. Your Bad Self
  34. 30. Someone’s Idea of a Library
  35. 31. A Hard Man
  36. 32. Ready
  37. 33. The Inexpressible
  38. 34. What It Is You Do
  39. 35. Into the Snowy White
  40. 36. A Real Fighter
  41. 37. More Animal Than Human
  42. 38. A Bad Night’s Work
  43. 39. To the Brink
  44. 40. People Who Deserve It
  45. 41. No Ready Answer
  46. 42. Corners of His Mind
  47. 43. Unleash Hell
  48. 44. Celebration
  49. 45. A Different Kind of Ruckus
  50. 46. All the Honey
  51. 47. Collision Avoidance
  52. 48. Some Bizarre Mating Dance
  53. 49. Flicker of Coldness
  54. 50. Making His Preparations
  55. 51. A Shout into the Abyss
  56. 52. Some Kind of Advantage
  57. 53. Some Delicacies
  58. 54. Bad Dogs
  59. 55. Almost There
  60. 56. Mostly Certain
  61. 57. A Very Persuasive Call
  62. 58. Cold
  63. 59. Reborn
  64. 60. The Only Person Worse Than Us
  65. 61. To Do Harm
  66. 62. That Gnawing Feeling
  67. 63. The People No One Wants
  68. 64. The Slender Man
  69. 65. Fragile Little Bond
  70. 66. Banged Up in All the Right Ways
  71. 67. What Was Missing
  72. 68. Object Permanence
  73. 69. No Extradition
  74. 70. The Slightest Misstep
  75. 71. Vaporized
  76. 72. The Old Stories
  77. 73. Resolute
  78. 74. Overlord of Everything and Nothing
  79. Acknowledgments
  80. Also by Gregg Hurwitz
  81. About the Author
  82. Newsletter Sign-up

Evan sat up. With mounting frustration he looked at the new dead bolts, the welded cage of the balcony. He forced a swallow down his sandpaper throat. “No, I’m…”

He was at a loss for how to complete the sentence.

“Why won’t you?”

“I … I can’t right now.”

Static flared up, and Evan prayed the line wouldn’t cut out. How fragile his connection to the world, to what his life had been.

“Try,” the boy said. “You have to try.”

“I did. I am.”

“The girl said you take care of people who need help,” the boy said. “I should’ve known it was fake.”

“It’s not fake,” Evan said. “I’m not fake.”

Crackling on the line rendered the boy’s response inaudible.

Evan made a fist, pressed it against his thigh. Hard. “I just … I just don’t know how to help you right now.”

“It’s all lies and stories,” the boy said. “No one saves anyone.”

Breathing in powdered sugar and sunscreen at the Veterans Day parade, Jack’s warm hand resting on Evan’s coat-hanger shoulder. Pavarotti’s nine high Cs washing over them in the fire-warm study. The hard part is staying human. The view from the window of a dormer room that was his and only his.

“Yes. They do.” Evan couldn’t remember the last time he’d gotten choked up. It felt bizarre, out of control.

In the silence he could hear the boy breathing across the phone.

“You’ll forget me,” the boy finally said. “Everyone does.”

“No. I won’t.”

The voice grew even quieter, barely a whisper. “You have to remember me.”

Heat burned beneath Evan’s face. “I will.”

The connection cut in and out, stealing the boy’s words. “… have to … be too late…”

As Evan strained to hear, a noise came from outside, a resonant thumping.

A sound he knew all too well.

He threw his legs over the side of the bed, willed himself to stand. His knees felt wobbly, his skull filled with concrete.

The noise grew louder, vibrating the walls, the floor beneath his feet, the flesh on his bones. He was unsure if the vise pinching his temples was a headache or just dread tightening its grasp on him.

“Listen,” he said into the phone. “Hold up. Just … hang on.”

He dropped the RoamZone onto the bed and stumbled to the balcony. The frosty air hit him full force, but the snow had vanished, leaving the night as clear as glass.

Two glowing dots approached through the sky, one red, one green.

Collision-avoidance lights.

The helicopter banked and set down on the patch of cleared ground between the chalet and the barn. A door swung open, and a man emerged onto the makeshift helipad, a black hood tied over his head.