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  1. The North Ship
  2. Contents
  3. Introduction
  4. ii
  5. iii
  6. All catches alight
  7. This was your place of birth
  8. The moon is full tonight
  9. Dawn
  10. Conscript
  11. Kick up the fire
  12. The horns of the morning
  13. Winter
  14. Climbing the hill within the deafening wind
  15. Within the dream you said
  16. Night-Music
  17. Like the train’s beat
  18. I put my mouth
  19. Nursery Tale
  20. The Dancer
  21. The bottle is drunk out by one
  22. To write one song, I said
  23. If grief could burn out
  24. Ugly Sister
  25. I see a girl dragged by the wrists
  26. I dreamed of an out-thrust arm of land
  27. One man walking a deserted platform
  28. If hands could free you, heart
  29. Love, we must part now: do not let it be
  30. Morning has spread again
  31. This is the first thing
  32. Heaviest of flowers, the head
  33. Is it for now or for always
  34. Pour away that youth
  35. So through that unripe day you bore your head
  36. The North Ship Legend
  37. Songs 65° N.
  38. 70° N. Fortunetelling.
  39. 75° N. Blizzard
  40. Above 80° N.
  41. Waiting for breakfast, while she brushed her hair
  42. About the Author
  43. Copyright

The predominance of Yeats in this volume deserves some explanation. In 1943 the English Club was visited by Vernon Watkins, then stationed at an Air Force camp nearby; impassioned and imperative, he swamped us with Yeats until, despite the fact that he had not nearly come to the end of his typescript, the chairman had forcibly to apply the closure. As a final gesture Vernon distributed the volumes he had been quoting from among those of us who were nearest to him, and disappeared, exalted, into the black-out. I had been tremendously impressed by the evening and in the following weeks made it my business to collect his books up again – many of them were limited Cuala Press editions, and later Yeats was scarce at that time – and take them to him at Bradwell, where he was staying with some people called Blackburn who kept a goat. This time Vernon read me Lorca.

As a result I spent the next three years trying to write like Yeats, not because I liked his personality or understood his ideas but out of infatuation with his music (to use the word I think Vernon used). In fairness to myself it must be admitted that it is a particularly potent music, pervasive as garlic, and has ruined many a better talent. Others found it boring. I remember Bruce Montgomery snapping, as I droned for the third or fourth time that evening When such as I cast off remorse, So great a sweetness flows into the breast …, ‘It’s not his job to cast off remorse, but to earn forgiveness.’ But then Bruce had known Charles Williams. Every night after supper before opening my large dark green manuscript book I used to limber up by turning the pages of the 1933 plum-coloured Macmillan edition, which stopped at ‘Words for Music Perhaps’, and which meant in fact that I never absorbed the harsher last poems. This may be discernible in what I wrote.

When reaction came, it was undramatic, complete and permanent. In early 1946 I had some new digs in which the bedroom faced east, so that the sun woke me inconveniently early. I used to read. One book I had at my bedside was the little blue Chosen Poems of Thomas Hardy: Hardy I knew as a novelist, but as regards his verse I shared Lytton Strachey’s verdict that ‘the gloom is not even relieved by a little elegance of diction’. This opinion did not last long; if I were asked to date its disappearance, I should guess it was the morning I first read ‘Thoughts of Phena At News of Her Death’. Many years later, Vernon surprised me by saying that Dylan Thomas had admired Hardy above all poets of this century. ‘He thought Yeats was the greatest by miles’, he said. ‘But Hardy was his favourite.’

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‘F/Sgt. Watkins, V’ was the book’s kindest and almost only critic. Writing from the Sergeants’ Mess, he was generously encouraging (did I recall his Yeats anecdote: ‘Always I encourage, always’?), reserving for only one or two pieces his sharpest term of condemnation, ‘not a final statement’. ‘Yesterday’, he added, ‘I destroyed about two thousand poems that mean nothing to me now.’ Despite this hint, although with considerable hesitation, the book is now republished, as there seems to be still some demand for it. I have corrected two misprints and one solecism. As a coda I have added a poem, written a year or so later, which, though not noticeably better than the rest, shows the Celtic fever abated and the patient sleeping soundly.