Chapters (76)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Downtown Portland
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Chelsea Cain
- Copyright
That’s how long you had between clinical death and biological death. CPR. Defibrillation. You could restart the heart, if you got there in time.
Four minutes. About the length of an average pop song.
That’s how long Archie had to save her.
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He’d heard her voice.
No one else in the boat had. But Archie was certain that he’d heard Susan calling his name.
“Quiet,” he said.
The soldier piloting the Zodiac shut off the outboard motor, and Archie called back to her. But there was nothing. Only the choppers. The endless staccato of the rain. The crescendo of the current.
Archie searched the blackness and tried to pinpoint the location.
“That way,” he yelled, and the outboard kicked once again to life and headed twenty feet up and west until Archie said, “Here.”
One of the soldiers was on his radio calling in a dive team and directing a helicopter to their position. Someone threw a life preserver into the water. It made a dead splash. Someone else swung the boat’s spotlight around, scanning the surface of the water. But they didn’t have time for all that.
Archie jumped off the boat and went under.
It wasn’t the first time he’d plunged into this kind of darkness.
In Gretchen’s basement, when she’d cut into him, the blackness had been an enveloping comfort; and later, after she’d let him go, all those nights when he’d fallen asleep with seven Vicodin in his system, he had longed to let his mind go again to the abyss.
The floodwater was that place, given physical form and weight.
He reached clumsily, feeling around underwater, fingers splayed. His ears pounded and ached from the cold. He dove deeper.
A martyr with a white knight complex, Anne had said.
Except that the people he tried to save died.
Even underwater he could hear the roar of the river. The current twisted around him, nearly turning him over. His inner ears ached from the cold water. He opened his eyes under there and saw only blackness. He propelled himself deeper, struggling against the current. He could feel it moving him. His lungs pulsed with pain.
He dug through the water, stretching his arms and legs, hoping to make contact with her.
But he needed air.
He swam up, breaking the water with a sputtering cough.
He looked around. The boat was a hundred feet away. The current had washed him downriver fifty yards in just a few minutes.
And then, all at once—light.
He was bathed in it. He had to squint against it for a moment before he could see. The light was filled with a trillion tiny glittering raindrops. The beam encircled him and went straight up into the sky.
He was in the spotlight of a Coast Guard helicopter.