Chapters (71)
Letty remembered the advice she’d gotten from Siobhan, the acting coach she’d briefly studied under during her first few months in New York. “Dig deep. Find your truth in every story, even the ones that are total bullshit. If you’re good enough, the audience will buy your truth, even when it’s a lie.”
She offered her audience of one a rueful smile. “I thought I was going to be a famous actress. And I did some of that, but mostly I’ve done whatever needed doing so that I could pay the rent. Sometimes it was waitressing. I did some office temp work, worked at a bagel shop and in a rental agency. Like that.”
“I thought I was going to be a badass rock ’n’ roll singer like Linda Ronstadt,” Ava confessed. “There was a time I could really belt out ‘You’re No Good.’” She shrugged. “Now that I think about it, that could have been the story of both my marriages. Anyway, the only singing I’ve done since high school has been for my supper.”
Letty glanced at the kitchen clock. “This has been such a nice treat for us, Ava, but I guess I’d better get moving again if I’m gonna get our room cleaned out enough to sleep in tonight.” She pushed away from the table and lifted Maya down from the chair.
“Okay, sweetie. Lunch break is over. Time to get back to work. Can you thank Miss Ava?”
“She said we could have cookies.” Maya’s face began to crumple and redden. Letty sensed a meltdown on the horizon.
Ava jumped up and went to a kitchen cupboard. She brought out a box of vanilla wafers. “Bless her heart. I did promise cookies. Put out your hand, sweetheart.”
Maya held out two grubby hands and Ava shook the box until her hands were full.
“They might be stale,” she whispered to Letty, as the child shoved a cookie into her mouth. “Isabelle fusses at me if I bring sweets home.”
Letty smiled and began herding Maya toward the door. “She’s not really supposed to have too much sugar either, but I guess I’m just getting the hang of this parenting thing.”
Ava followed her through the living room and down the stairs. “Let me know if you ever do figure it out.”
3
TANYA CAME TO HER IN her dream. After hauling junk back and forth to the dumpster for three straight hours, so tired and dirty she couldn’t take another step, Letty finally dumped a mattress onto the floor of the hotel room, spread a blanket atop it, and pulled Maya down beside her.