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Chapters (49)
  1. About the Book
  2. About the Author
  3. Title Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prologue
  7. October: #Killallpigs
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Chapter 9
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. November: DreAms of the deAd
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Chapter 25
  34. Chapter 26
  35. December: Lost contActs
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Author’s Note
  49. Copyright

‘I remember the first time I met Adam,’ Khan said, shaking his head. ‘Thirteen years old. We were coming in from the playing fields. All of us. The six of us. Ben and Ned. Piggy Philips and Jimmy Sutcliffe. Hugo and me. The First Fifteen rugby trials. Covered in mud and blood. And there was Adam in his nice new uniform carrying his bloody oboe in its case. Waiting for some music tutorial. And somebody – probably the Pig – said, come on, give us a tune, new boy. Give us a tune, will you? Making fun of him, of course. But Adam took his instrument out of its case and he gave us the sweetest smile – and he played Bach. “Sheep May Safely Graze”. And it was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard.’

There were photographs on the walls of Khan’s office. I stood up to get a closer look. It is always worth studying a man’s shrine to himself.

Khan smiling in a dinner jacket receiving an award from another man in a dinner jacket.

Khan making a speech at a podium that bore the words ‘Aut vincere aut mori’ – the Potter’s Field school motto: Conquer or die.

The teenage Khan on a cricket field flanked by the King brothers, and Piggy Philips grinning behind them, all of them in immaculate whites, Philips resting his bat on his shoulder like a caveman with his club.

I did not see the photograph of the seven boys in their Combined Cadet Force uniforms.

‘Can I help you?’ Khan said sharply.

‘Do you get back to your old school much, sir?’ I said, smiling at him.

He was immune to my charms. ‘I speak to the boys. There are various events. I still have friends at the school. Among the masters, I mean. There are various military charities the school helps this firm support. Look, what’s your point?’

‘Best days of your life, eh, sir?’

‘Indeed.’

There was one lone painting on the wall. A hidden corner of the city, a canyon of office blocks glazed with a shining haze, like a city seen in a dream, or remembered far from home. There were no people. I already knew what the initials would be in the right-hand corner.

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‘James Sutcliffe,’ I said. ‘James Sutcliffe painted this picture.’

‘James was a genius,’ Khan said. ‘He could have achieved more than any of us.’

‘Why did he kill himself?’

‘James was troubled. His parents thought that having those Harley Street doctors stuff him with happy pills would make everything all right. But it pushed him over the edge.’

‘You made some close friends at Potter’s Field,’ Mallory said.

Khan picked up an unlit cigarette, put it into his mouth, then took it out. He shivered with undisguised contempt.

‘That’s what school’s for,’ he said.