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Chapters (49)
  1. About the Book
  2. About the Author
  3. Title Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prologue
  7. October: #Killallpigs
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Chapter 9
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. November: DreAms of the deAd
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Chapter 25
  34. Chapter 26
  35. December: Lost contActs
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Author’s Note
  49. Copyright

She shook her head. She had had enough. She took out her phone.

‘Where were you between the hours of five and seven a.m. yesterday? I am going to need your credit card records, mobile phone bills, computers and their passwords. Laptops, desktops, tablets, the lot. Are you listening to me, Mrs Buck?’

She stood up.

‘Do you really want to know about my husband?’

We stared at each other.

‘Yes.’

‘Then let me tell you about my husband,’ she said.

With a shrug she let the robe fall from her shoulders and to the floor.

I saw the bruises on her arms and legs. On her long limbs there were fresh, livid marks and there were old and fading marks. All the signs of systematic and regular beatings that carefully avoided the face.

‘This was my husband.’

‘Mrs Buck—’

‘He was the violent one, not me. When I picked up that little oyster knife he laughed in my face. He laughed at me, detective. But I didn’t want him dead, no matter what I told him.’ The tears finally came and they seemed real enough to me. ‘I wanted him to be kind,’ she continued. ‘I wanted him to stop running around. I wanted him to stop humiliating me with women too poor and too stupid to tell him no. I wanted him to stop.’

I was on my feet. ‘Please, Mrs Buck—’

‘Natasha.’

I picked up her robe and draped it around her shoulders. She put her arms around my waist. I think she just wanted to be held for a while. I think she was sick of all the questions. I think she was just lonely. Our faces were next to each other. I could feel her breath. And I felt the blood flood into me unbidden.

Because I was lonely too.

After a long moment I pulled myself away, cracking my shin against the coffee table and waking up the dog.

Natasha Buck smiled sadly as she slipped the robe back on and tied the belt around her slim waist.

‘Ah, that rare breed,’ she said, nodding towards my left hand. My wedding ring had caught the soft light as I picked up my cup. ‘A married man who loves his wife!’

‘Drink your coffee,’ I said.

The porter was nowhere to be seen when I left. The journalist and the photographer had disappeared. The chauffeur was dozing at the wheel of the Mercedes, his peaked cap pulled over his eyes. The dogs in the park had all gone home and the day was dark far too soon.

I was walking to the car, kicking through the piles of autumn leaves and thinking of Natasha Buck’s long naked limbs, when DCI Mallory called.

‘It wasn’t beginner’s luck,’ he said. ‘We’ve got another one.’

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