Chapters (64)
He gave a quick, nasal laugh. ‘I guess it’s been a long time. How about you tell me over lunch one day?’
‘God, Oliver,’ Louisa said, shaking her head in disbelief. The same slick Oliver who’d been the centre of her world for two years before he left her in their small town while he escaped to the University of York – the opposite end of the country – to do something with his life and ‘be something; someone important’. She wondered what, or who, he’d become, but she wasn’t going to ask.
‘Why are you at my surprise party?’
‘You mean apart from the opportunity to meet up with old friends?’ He cast his eyes around the room, but clearly not spotting any of those said friends, returned his attention to her. ‘I’ve just moved back here, temporarily at least, to oversee a new business project.’
‘Right.’ Louisa didn’t want to get into a conversation about what precisely this business was; she didn’t want any conversation really.
‘And, well, if I’m honest, I’ve never stopped thinking about you, Lou-Lou.’
She straightened, her muscles tensing, her lips pursed. ‘Don’t call me that.’
‘Sorry, old habits.’ He grinned. Louisa looked at his face properly for the first time. The square jawline, once smooth, was now dotted with stubble. It suited him. He still had black hair, but the hairline was higher up and less defined at the crown and temples than it’d been when he was eighteen. There were crinkles at the corners of his eyes, but they weren’t deep like Brian’s crow’s feet – somehow, Oliver’s made him appear distinguished. Rugged. He’d practically been a boy when he left. Now Louisa was sitting opposite a man. She didn’t know him anymore, but the spark that had drawn her to him at college alighted again now. Despite her mixed feelings, she was still attracted to Oliver Dunmore’s charm and good looks.
Louisa knew she had to bring herself back to reality. She thought about the woman standing beside Oliver on the stairs. ‘So, you’re married?’
‘Yes, but not for long,’ he said, matter-of-factly.
‘Oh, I’m sorry …’
He tilted his head back laughing. ‘No, we’re not separating. I meant she’s not been my wife for long. Married last year.’
Louisa’s stomach dropped. She urged herself to get a grip.
It didn’t matter if he was married, so was she.
Louisa’s gaze bounced from person to person around the room, searching for Emily and Brian. She needed them to interrupt this encounter, give her an excuse to get away. The food on the plate Oliver had put in front of her looked unappetising. It would be physically impossible to consume solids right now; she’d choke on every mouthful. Her pleasant, relaxing night away had rapidly turned into a nightmare.