Back The Middler
Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. MONDAY1 SEPTEMBER
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. TUESDAY2 SEPTEMBER
  12. CHAPTER 6
  13. CHAPTER 7
  14. CHAPTER 8
  15. WEDNESDAY3 SEPTEMBER
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. CHAPTER 11
  19. THURSDAY4 SEPTEMBER
  20. CHAPTER 12
  21. CHAPTER 13
  22. FRIDAY5 SEPTEMBER
  23. CHAPTER 14
  24. SATURDAY6 SEPTEMBER
  25. CHAPTER 15
  26. CHAPTER 16
  27. CHAPTER 17
  28. CHAPTER 18
  29. CHAPTER 19
  30. CHAPTER 20
  31. SUNDAY7 SEPTEMBER
  32. CHAPTER 21
  33. MONDAY8 SEPTEMBER
  34. CHAPTER 22
  35. CHAPTER 23
  36. CHAPTER 24
  37. CHAPTER 25
  38. CHAPTER 26
  39. CHAPTER 27
  40. CHAPTER 28
  41. CHAPTER 29
  42. CHAPTER 30
  43. CHAPTER 31
  44. CHAPTER 32
  45. CHAPTER 33
  46. CHAPTER 34
  47. WEDNESDAY10 SEPTEMBER
  48. CHAPTER 35
  49. EPILOGUE
  50. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  51. COPYRIGHT

Trig stared at me with his O-shaped mouth.

“Stand up, Maggie! Stand up!”

Hands shoved at me.

“Stand up! Stand up!”

My head swirled. I pressed my hands on to Mr Webster’s smooth wooden floor and wobbled to a stand.

They all clapped for me.

A sea of faces looking up, cheering for Maggie middler.

It was exactly what I’d dreamed of.

I was special.

I was a hero.

A lonely, miserable hero. Who’d lost the best friend she’d ever had.

I buried my face in my hands.

After school I ran home to get changed. Didn’t even wait for Trig. Then I went straight to the mayor’s.

KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK.

No answer.

KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK.

Una must be in there. Mrs Zimmerman said she was. I had to speak to her.

KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK.

No answer.

I walked backwards into the square, looked up at the windows. Was that a movement – a shadow – a someone? In the very top window?

The highest window in town.

“Una? Una!” I shouted up. “Una!”

No.

Nothing.

No one.

I walked to the middle of the square. Sat on Andrew Solsbury’s pigeon-dirtied feet.

If Una was fourteen, it was right that she should go to camp. Of course it was. Her dad lied to her about having a brother. Una was an eldest, and eldests had to go to camp.

It was right.

And good.

And glorious.

But I wanted to see her, I had to see her, just one last time before she went.

And what about her dad, Mr Opal? He’d been dealt with.

My stomach curdled.

Dealt with. What did that mean? What if they’d hurt him?

They wouldn’t have hurt him. They wouldn’t.

But what if they had? Una would never forgive me. Not ever. Even if he’d lied to her. Even if he was dirty and dangerous and deceitful.

I got up. Walked out of the square, down Frog Alley, straight past Elsie in her vegetable patch.

“Need a forecast, Cruise girl? Nature doesn’t lie.”

I kept walking.

The barn was ruined. Sacks ripped off the walls; cups and bowls smashed and scattered. Clothes and blankets strewn between trees. Pulpy, torn sheets of paper flapped and draped through the bracken. The billy lamps lay broken on their sides and the Cleercan was squashed, like someone had jumped on it.

Everything ruined.

Did the Parkers do all this?

I picked up a piece of cloth. A girl’s top. Must be Una’s. I folded it carefully. Placed it on one of the tree stumps. Then I gathered up some of the paper. It was printed, torn from a book. There were so many sheets, all over the place. I couldn’t get them all.