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Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. MONDAY1 SEPTEMBER
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. TUESDAY2 SEPTEMBER
  12. CHAPTER 6
  13. CHAPTER 7
  14. CHAPTER 8
  15. WEDNESDAY3 SEPTEMBER
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. CHAPTER 11
  19. THURSDAY4 SEPTEMBER
  20. CHAPTER 12
  21. CHAPTER 13
  22. FRIDAY5 SEPTEMBER
  23. CHAPTER 14
  24. SATURDAY6 SEPTEMBER
  25. CHAPTER 15
  26. CHAPTER 16
  27. CHAPTER 17
  28. CHAPTER 18
  29. CHAPTER 19
  30. CHAPTER 20
  31. SUNDAY7 SEPTEMBER
  32. CHAPTER 21
  33. MONDAY8 SEPTEMBER
  34. CHAPTER 22
  35. CHAPTER 23
  36. CHAPTER 24
  37. CHAPTER 25
  38. CHAPTER 26
  39. CHAPTER 27
  40. CHAPTER 28
  41. CHAPTER 29
  42. CHAPTER 30
  43. CHAPTER 31
  44. CHAPTER 32
  45. CHAPTER 33
  46. CHAPTER 34
  47. WEDNESDAY10 SEPTEMBER
  48. CHAPTER 35
  49. EPILOGUE
  50. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  51. COPYRIGHT

I remember. Mayor Anderson gathered up all our old folk that winter, and anyone with babies. She put them up in the town hall and kept a fire going the whole time, even at night. Got the Parker brothers to make everyone a hot meal every day, and porridge in the mornings. Grandad Cruise loved it. Cuddling babies and singing songs all day – what more could you want? he said.

Must’ve been hard to be a wanderer that winter.

“What was he like, your grandad?” I said.

“He was the best grandad ever.” Una grinned. “Taught me how to ear-wiggle. And he used to make us poached eggs with wood garlic whenever we could get our hands on eggs. And when Dad went night-hunting he used to stay with me the whole time playing card games – twenty-one or gin rummy. I used to get so tired the cards all dropped out of my hands.”

My heart squeezed in my chest. For Una. For her grandad. But most of all it squeezed for Grandad Cruise. He survived that winter, but he died all the same a few months after.

“My grandad died too,” I said. “Last year.”

“He did?”

“Yeah.”

“Of the cold?”

I shook my head. “His heart. It got worse and worse and worse till he wasn’t really properly Grandad Cruise any more. He used to take us fishing, before he got sick. Made us nets with old curtains and sticks. But that all stopped when he got ill, and then he died, and there was no more Grandad Cruise at all.”

Una stuck her hands in her pocket. Fiddled with the bottle.

“They’re still here in a way, though, aren’t they? In our minds.” She patted the top of her head. “In our memories. If we remember them, they’re not completely gone. That’s what I think.”

She was right. Grandad Cruise wasn’t completely gone. Not while I still remembered him.

“Have you practised your ear wiggling?” she said.

“A bit.” I tried a wiggle. “Still can’t do it, though.”

Una looked back, past the hawthorn, towards the forest.

“D’you mind,” she said, “if we save your second lesson for another day? It’s my dad. He’s so bad. I don’t want to leave him for long.”

“Course,” I said. “You should go, take him the antibiotics.”

“Will you come again? Tomorrow maybe?”

I nodded. “Tomorrow. After school. I’ll bring more food, if I can.”

Food?

The tea-towel bundle.

I had a whole load of scones with me – right now.

I held them out. “You can have these too,” I said. “Scones. I nearly forgot.”

“Are you sure?”

“Course.”

I didn’t need them.

Una scooped up the bundle in both arms. “You really are our guardian angel, Maggie.”

She slipped through the hedge, out of Fennis Wick. I peered after her, through the thorny, berried branches. She walked across the grass and merged into the forest.