Chapters (45)
- The Man With No Face
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- Title
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- INTRODUCTION
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
She flew at him, clenched fists beating against his chest, a cry of anguish on her lips. Bannerman had not been prepared for it. The fists hurt him, tiny blows raining across his chest and shoulders and face.
He tried to catch her arms, but fear of hurting her made it hard. Finally he got his arms around her so that hers were pinned to her sides, and he hugged her, feeling the sobs that racked her body. ‘It’s all right, it’s all right,’ he heard himself saying. Then felt sick as he remembered hearing her father utter the selfsame words.
She was still struggling, but her strength was waning rapidly.
‘Tomorrow,’ he said breathlessly, ‘we’ll talk about it. We’ll work it out.’
The struggling subsided with a whimper and her head fell on to his shoulder, her face turned away from his. He rocked her gently to and fro.
‘I don’t want to hurt you,’ he whispered. ‘God knows, I don’t want to hurt you.’
Something inside him broke. A kind of iron self-control that had made him invulnerable for so long. But it had grown brittle with the years. His own voice sounded odd to him.
‘Somewhere,’ he said, ‘there’s a little girl . . . Just three or four years older than you. My . . .’ He couldn’t even bring himself to say it. ‘I’m her father. Never even seen her. I’d pass her in the street and not know it. She probably thinks someone else is her daddy. I don’t know. All I know is that somehow she’s the part of me that’s missing.’ He turned his head a little and saw that she was asleep. She hadn’t heard any of it. As no one else had, or ever would. And probably that was best.
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
The morning had almost gone when Bannerman turned over and opened his eyes to the sunlight that filled his room. He craned his neck around to see Tania standing by the window staring out across the rooftops. She turned and smiled.
‘Good morning,’ Bannerman said, returning her smile.
She looked vastly improved from the previous evening. He checked his watch. It was nearly midday.
‘Jesus! I’ve been asleep for hours!’ He sat upright. ‘Have you been awake long?’ She shook her head and held up one finger. ‘An hour?’
She nodded. She was dressed and there was a little colour in her cheeks.