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Chapters (46)
  1. The Man Who Loved Mata Hari
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PART I: The Early Years
  5. Prologue
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. PART II: The Middle Years
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. PART III: The War Years
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. PART IV: The Last Year
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Montserrat
  45. Author’s Afterword
  46. Table of Contents

"Well, at first I thought nothing of him. I mean, it wasn't as if he'd been the first. But then it began to dawn on me that this was different. This one was for keeps." He shifted his gaze from an early crayon to another flawed sketch in charcoal. "I say, is that also new?"

Gray mumbled something. His throat was suddenly dry, breath a little short. "Did you ever meet him?"

"Hmm?"

"The German. Did you ever meet him?"

Dunbar couldn't seem to take his eyes off that charcoal. "Had dinner with them both. Not many laughs, though. Margaretha had a headache, you see. And this Rudy didn't drink, or at least didn't show it. I seem to recall that he talked about horses . . . Then, in the morning, they were gone. All gone. Care to see her goodbye note?"

Gray did not answer, did not set down his glass now that the whisky was gone ... all gone, like Zelle . . . "What was he like?"

Dunbar turned. "You mean the German?"

"Yes, what was he like?"

"I don't know . . . quiet."

"Did he speak English?"

"Yes."

"And French?"

"Yes."

"Flawlessly? Both English and French flawlessly?"

"Nicholas, I'm not sure—"

"Flawlessly?"

Dunbar took a step back, then another. "Yes, now that you mention it, I suppose he did. But I'm afraid that I—"

"And was his last name Spangler? Rudolph Spangler?"

"Yes, but how—"

"Because I knew him. Knew of him . . . from a long time ago."

The night never returned to normal, and if nothing else they would ever forget the storm. It seemed to break from above the rain, directly over the city. By dawn the back streets were littered with debris, the smaller gardens a ruin.

It was very close to winter the day that Dunbar finally returned to England. There were icicles suspended from the water pumps, the breath of waiting horses in the air. The station was also very cold, which seemed to inhibit conversation.

They spoke calmly now about Zelle while waiting for departure in a coffee house above the crowds. Dunbar in particular seemed comforted by certain theories of the day concerning hysterical women. "Read Freud," he said. "Read anyone. The woman is a classic case. Venus with Medusan tendencies." Their parting words were mumbled goodbyes on the platform.

After Dunbar had gone Gray spent at least another hour at a table with a beer, watching the locomotives. Then at last he joined a disembarking crowd in search of something else to drink. On returning to his room he busied himself with small tasks . . . washing a few plates, tossing out empty bottles, then tearing those portraits of Zelle off the wall and putting them in a drawer with all her other bloody relics . . . including that sketch of Spangler.