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Chapters (46)
  1. The Man Who Loved Mata Hari
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PART I: The Early Years
  5. Prologue
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. PART II: The Middle Years
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. PART III: The War Years
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. PART IV: The Last Year
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Montserrat
  45. Author’s Afterword
  46. Table of Contents

"Well, by God I hate him. I think I have for years. My excuse, I suppose, is that one isn't supposed to hate one's colleagues . . . particularly in time of war. That's what's so bloody upsetting about this Mata Hari business. She's turned everything upside down. You're meeting with Spangler for cocktails, and I'm pulling the rug out from under the Paris liaison—upside down."

"I wouldn't let it bother you, Martin. Dunbar started this game, not us."

"Yes ... so it seems . . . Look, if you still insist on seeing the woman, we should probably get a move on."

It was not until five in the afternoon that Southerland succeeded in arranging a meeting between Gray and Mata Hari—and then they were only given fifteen minutes. It took place in the same disused courtyard where Zelle had met with Merrick. It was the cooling end of an unusually warm day, and the pavement was cleanly divided into sections of blue and black shadows.

There were four flights of stairs from the street, then another narrow staircase to the courtyard gate. Zelle was standing in the last patch of sunlight between the walls. A guard was smoking behind her in the shadow. She wore a plain cotton dress and wool stockings, and was holding a blanket tight around her. Her hair had been tied with a bit of string, but several stray locks still fell free.

The gate remained locked. There was nothing anyone could do about the gate, but by reaching through the bars he was still able to embrace her.

"How are you?"

She forced a smile. "I got your drawing."

"What about the letter?"

She shook her head. "They just gave me the drawing of the cat." Then, reaching through the bars again, and brushing away her tears, "Well, the cat was all that mattered anyway."

She let her head fall against the bars, and he caught the scent from her hair, smelling of that cheap disinfectant they used to inhibit lice.

"Nicky, I want you to know that I'm sorry for what happened between us in Madrid. I'm sorry for what I said, and I want you to know that—"

He cut her off with a finger to her lips. "Don't even think about it now. Besides, you were right."

A gust of wind rose, tugging at her hair. There was also a rattle of blown paper, and something snapping back and forth on the rooftop.

"I'm going to get you out of here," he whispered. And when she did not respond: "Margaretha, do you understand? I'm going to get you out of here."

She let her eyes close. "I appreciate what you're trying to do, Nicky, but I think maybe you should stay away from it. I think maybe there's no point in letting them shoot us both."