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Chapters (46)
  1. The Man Who Loved Mata Hari
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PART I: The Early Years
  5. Prologue
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. PART II: The Middle Years
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. PART III: The War Years
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. PART IV: The Last Year
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Montserrat
  45. Author’s Afterword
  46. Table of Contents

Gray poured a second glass of rum. "He's having lunch with Zelle."

"So? He takes a lot of women to lunch. Maxim's, a table is always reserved."

"He's also the one who bought my portrait of her."

De Massloff looked sternly at him. "You know, Nicky, jealousy can be very boring."

They parted at dusk, the restless hour when the streets were filled with clerks and typists moving to the Metro. For several blocks Gray simply followed these crowds, only half conscious that he had no place to go but home, nothing else to do but wait for her.

She returned just after eight in the evening. He was sitting at the easel, staring at a still life. He had lined the empty bottles on the sill beside a pear and a slice of bread. Closer, he realized that she still smelled faintly of the colonel's cigar. Still closer, she kept avoiding his eyes.

"So how was it?"

She sighed, a bit too dramatically, he thought.

"Tiresome."

"Where did he take you?"

She hesitated as if she couldn't remember. "Maxim's."

"Well, at least the food must have been good."

"I suppose," but in a tone of voice she had obviously picked up at the salons.

"What did you talk about?"

She stepped to the mirror, unpinning her hair. "War. The poor man is convinced that there's going to be a war with the Germans."

He took a deep breath. "Must have been fascinating."

He watched her for a while, drawing back the curtains, frowning at the fog that still drifted in from the river. She took off her ring, a worthless piece she had picked up in Java. He loved her hands.

"Anyway," she finally sighed, "I'm tired. Yes, very tired."

But when he looked again she was seated at the mirror, vigorously brushing her hair.

"Margaretha?"

"Yes, darling," not breaking the stride of her brush.

"Margaretha, did you sleep with him?"

"Oh really, Nicky."

"Did you?"

"Nicky, why would I possibly want—"

"Did you sleep with him?"

"Yes," as her hair continued to spread out under the brush.

Yes. There was sitll a little Burgundy on a sideboard, still a clean glass on the table. The first drink tasted like turpentine, the second like nothing. "Why?"

When she shrugged her hair fell across her eyes. "I don't know. I just don't know."

"It's the money, isn't it? You're in love with his stinking money."

She was watching him in the mirror again, eyes like water under static clouds. "You just don't understand, Nicky. You don't understand."

"Understand what?"

"Me . . . Me."