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Chapters (32)
  1. Kerry Kind – Kerry
  2. Unexpected Opportunities – Kerry
  3. Victor Grimes – Vic
  4. First Impressions – Kerry
  5. An Insufferable Surprise – Kerry
  6. Blurring Lines – Vic
  7. Trial Run – Kerry
  8. A Damn Fool – Vic
  9. Mixed Signals – Kerry
  10. All in a Day’s Work – Kerry
  11. A Grand Grimes Gesture – Kerry
  12. Googly Eyes – Vic
  13. New Beginnings, New Friends – Vic
  14. Soaked & Seduced – Kerry
  15. Wine, Whiskey, and Wicked Hands – Kerry
  16. Dressed to Kill… His Ego – Kerry
  17. Selling the Dream, Living the Lie – Kerry
  18. Pretty, Petty, and Perfect – Vic
  19. Lights. Camera. Tension. – Kerry
  20. Excuses – Kerry
  21. A Double Date with Darkness – Kerry
  22. Her Last Touch – Vic
  23. Lovesick Lunatic – Kerry
  24. Family Night – Kerry
  25. Mile High Club – Kerry
  26. Resurrection – Kerry
  27. Sinfully Sweet – Kerry
  28. His Second Chance – Vic
  29. Kerry Kind’s Got A Man – Kerry
  30. Family Vacation – Kerry
  31. Syllabus Complete – Kerry
  32. Kerry

“911, what’s your emergency?”

“Please. Please, someone help me. He’s gonna kill me.”

In the background, Cory’s rage crackles through the speaker—furniture shatters and his voice is a thunderous, threatening growl.

“911, what’s your emergency?

“Please. Please send someone. He took my keys. He threatened to kill me and my family. He’s hurting me.”

More crashing. A loud yelp of pain—mine. It echoes through the speakers, but I feel it, ripping through my body like it’s happening all over again. Like I’m back there, trapped, breaking, bleeding.

Then the operator sighs. “Ma’am, as we’ve advised before, all calls regarding your residence are directed to the station.”

The station, where every single cry for help was funneled straight into the hands of my father-in-law.

We listen to one recording after the next until that final call. The one from the night I escaped.

“Help, please someone—”

This operator is different. She whispers, “Kerry… I’m sorry, but we’re required to direct all your calls to the station. But—are you okay? Everyone’s been looking for you. Everyone’s worried.”

My voice is barely audible. It’s weak and fading. “The wall. He trapped me in the wall. Call my dad. Please. Tell him I’m at my house. Tell him to come get me, please. I wanna go home. I wanna live.”

But the line cuts out and redirects to the man who let it all happen. The man who could’ve stopped it. The man who had a responsibility to stop it.

“Where’s my son, Kerry? You know better than to be callin’, startin’ trouble.”

A choked sob escapes me.

“My baby.”

I don’t realize I say it out loud until it’s already left my lips, but I remember exactly what I said on the recording.

The room stills. Vic tightens his arms around me, but I barely feel it because suddenly, I’m back there.

I see it all.

The shattered plaster clinging to my skin, the dust burning my throat as I sucked in ragged, desperate breaths. My fingernails were raw, caked with blood from clawing through drywall for three days. The skin on my hands, torn open from trying to break free, from pounding against a prison made of my own home.

I was weak. Starving. My body, battered, bruised, and barely able to hold itself upright. My stomach was twisted in hunger, my lips cracked, my throat raw from screaming. I thought I was going to die.

But they say strength is what you find when survival is your only option, and I found it. In that moment, weak, starving, and barely clinging to life—I found it. In the way my hands kept clawing, kept fighting. In the way my body, broken as it was, refused to stay down. In the way my heart, despite everything, still beat with the will to live, I found it.