Chapters (47)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Also by Louise Penny
- About the Author
“Follow anything you can,” she’d advised. “Back to reality. Back from the edge.”
And he did.
Deep breath in. The cut grass, the sweet hay by the side of the road. Deep breath out.
And finally, when the alarms were dulled and his heart stopped pounding, pounding, he thought he could hear the forest itself. The leaves not rustling, but murmuring to him. Telling him he’d made it. Home. He was safe.
Gamache let go of the hard edge of the wooden bench and slid back, until he felt himself come to rest, against the wood. Against the words.
Deep breath in. Deep breath out.
He opened his eyes, and the village lay before him.
And once again he was saved. He was surprised by joy.
But what would happen if he left? And went back into that world he, better than most, knew was not just his imagination?
* * *
Myrna Landers turned slowly from the window.
Each morning she saw Armand read. And then she watched him put down the mysterious book and stare into space.
And each morning she saw the demons approach, and swarm and surround him until they found their way in. Through his head, through his thoughts. And from there they gripped his heart. She saw the terror possess him. And she saw him fight it off.
Each morning she got up, made a coffee, and stood looking through the pane. Only turning away when he was safely through his own.
* * *
Clara put down her coffee before she dropped it. She put the last bite of toast in her mouth, before she dropped it too.
And she stared at Peter’s painting. Letting her mind leap from image to image. From thought to thought. Until it came to the same conclusion her instincts had hit a few minutes earlier.
It wasn’t possible. She must have taken a leap in the wrong direction. Connected things that should not be put together. She sat back down on the stool and stared at the easel.
Had Peter been trying to tell them something?
* * *
Myrna spread a thick layer of brilliant gold marmalade on her English muffin. Then she dipped her knife into the raspberry jam and added it to the mix. Her own invention. Marmberry. It looked grotesque, but then great food so often did. Never mind what the chefs tell you, she thought, as she took a bite. All the best comfort food looked like someone had dropped the plate.
She smiled down at her own failed “color wheel,” and thought of Bean, and the paintings. That was what her English muffin looked like. The palette Bean had used to create those brilliant, and not in a good way, pictures.
What had Ruth called Clara’s first efforts? A dog’s breakfast.
“The dog’s breakfast.” Myrna raised the muffin in salute, and took a bite.
But her chewing slowed, slowed until it stopped. She stared into space.