Chapters (47)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Also by Louise Penny
- About the Author
“Sometimes. I’ve had to do it. Most of the time they’re too far gone. It’s really awful, because the canvas gives up just as I’m really close. Almost got it. Sometimes when I’ve just gotten it, put the last dab on. Then suddenly the paint shifts, starts to slip. Won’t hold and everything’s lost. Heartbreaking. It’s like you’re writing a book and you edit and edit, and you finally get it, and just as you write ‘The End’ all the words disappear.”
“Oh shit,” said Myrna and Ruth together, while on Jean-Guy’s lap Rosa muttered, “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”
“But sometimes you can pull the painting back?” asked Reine-Marie. “You can save it?”
Clara looked over at Ruth, who was picking a piece of asparagus out of her teeth.
“I had to save her,” she said.
“You’re kidding,” said Gabri. “You had a choice, and you saved her?”
“I mean the painting,” said Clara. “The one I did of Ruth.”
“The little one?” asked Reine-Marie. “The one that got all that attention?”
Clara nodded. If the huge painting The Three Graces was a shout, then the tiny one of Ruth was a quiet beckon. Easily missed and easily dismissed.
Most people walked right past the small canvas. Many who paused were repulsed by the expression on the old woman’s face. Rage radiated from the frame where the old woman glared, bitter, seething at a world that was ignoring her. All the gabbing, chatting, laughing people in the gallery walked right past, leaving her alone on the wall.
Her thin, veined hand clutched at the ragged blue shawl at her neck.
She despised them.
But for the very few who did linger, they saw more than rage. They saw an ache. A plea. For someone to stop. To keep her company, if only for a few moments.
And those who heeded that plea were rewarded. They saw this wasn’t just some embittered old woman.
Clara had painted the poet as Mary. The mother of God. Elderly. Alone. All miracles faded and forgotten.
And those who stood before her a very long time, who kept her company, were rewarded further. The final offering. The last miracle.
Only they saw what Clara had really painted.
Only they saw the rescue.
There, in her eyes, was a dot. A gleam. The elderly woman was just beginning to see something. There, in the distance. Beyond the giddy cocktail crowd.
Hope.
Clara had captured, with a single dot, the moment despair turned to hope.
It was luminous.
“You saved it?” asked Reine-Marie.
“I think it was mutual,” said Clara, and looked at Ruth, who was now taking a bit of bread from Jean-Guy’s plate and feeding it to Rosa. “That painting made my career.”
No one said it, but all were thinking that had Clara painted Peter in that instant she might have captured the moment hope turned to despair.