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Chapters (47)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Acknowledgments
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Also by Louise Penny
  47. About the Author

“Sometimes. I’ve had to do it. Most of the time they’re too far gone. It’s really awful, because the canvas gives up just as I’m really close. Almost got it. Sometimes when I’ve just gotten it, put the last dab on. Then suddenly the paint shifts, starts to slip. Won’t hold and everything’s lost. Heartbreaking. It’s like you’re writing a book and you edit and edit, and you finally get it, and just as you write ‘The End’ all the words disappear.”

“Oh shit,” said Myrna and Ruth together, while on Jean-Guy’s lap Rosa muttered, “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”

“But sometimes you can pull the painting back?” asked Reine-Marie. “You can save it?”

Clara looked over at Ruth, who was picking a piece of asparagus out of her teeth.

“I had to save her,” she said.

“You’re kidding,” said Gabri. “You had a choice, and you saved her?”

“I mean the painting,” said Clara. “The one I did of Ruth.”

“The little one?” asked Reine-Marie. “The one that got all that attention?”

Clara nodded. If the huge painting The Three Graces was a shout, then the tiny one of Ruth was a quiet beckon. Easily missed and easily dismissed.

Most people walked right past the small canvas. Many who paused were repulsed by the expression on the old woman’s face. Rage radiated from the frame where the old woman glared, bitter, seething at a world that was ignoring her. All the gabbing, chatting, laughing people in the gallery walked right past, leaving her alone on the wall.

Her thin, veined hand clutched at the ragged blue shawl at her neck.

She despised them.

But for the very few who did linger, they saw more than rage. They saw an ache. A plea. For someone to stop. To keep her company, if only for a few moments.

And those who heeded that plea were rewarded. They saw this wasn’t just some embittered old woman.

Clara had painted the poet as Mary. The mother of God. Elderly. Alone. All miracles faded and forgotten.

And those who stood before her a very long time, who kept her company, were rewarded further. The final offering. The last miracle.

Only they saw what Clara had really painted.

Only they saw the rescue.

There, in her eyes, was a dot. A gleam. The elderly woman was just beginning to see something. There, in the distance. Beyond the giddy cocktail crowd.

Hope.

Clara had captured, with a single dot, the moment despair turned to hope.

It was luminous.

“You saved it?” asked Reine-Marie.

“I think it was mutual,” said Clara, and looked at Ruth, who was now taking a bit of bread from Jean-Guy’s plate and feeding it to Rosa. “That painting made my career.”

No one said it, but all were thinking that had Clara painted Peter in that instant she might have captured the moment hope turned to despair.