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Chapters (31)
  1. The Long and Winding Road
  2. Table of Contents
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Prologue: Or, Where Bear Answers the Door
  6. PAST
  7. 1. Where Bear Makes the Wrong Assumption
  8. 2. Where Bear Finds Out
  9. 3. Where Bear Makes a Decision
  10. 4. Where Bear Learns the Art of Breathing
  11. 5. Where Bear Has Bro-Time with Creed
  12. PRESENT
  13. 6. Where Bear Attends the Most Awkward Homecoming Ever
  14. 7. Where Bear Tells Tyson Everything
  15. 8. Where Bear Makes a Promise
  16. 9. Where Bear Goes to Lamaze Class
  17. 10. Where Bear Gets Advice About His Sex Life
  18. 11. Where Bear and Otter Role-Play at a Hotel Bar
  19. 12. Where Bear Faces the Reality of Married Life
  20. 13. Where Bear Sees Everything Change
  21. FUTURE
  22. 14. The Long and Winding Road
  23. Epilogue: Or, Otter’s Perspective, As It Were
  24. Coda
  25. No. Absolutely not. No way.
  26. More from TJ Klune
  27. Readers love the Bear, Otter, and the Kid Chronicles by TJ Klune
  28. About the Author
  29. By TJ Klune
  30. Visit Dreamspinner Press
  31. Copyright
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He rubs his chin against the top of my head. “You were so mad at me, and I was just damn happy to even be near you again. That you saw me. Really saw me. You hated me a little, but I was going to take everything I could.”

“I didn’t hate you, Otter. Even when I was at my angriest, I never hated you. I don’t think I ever could.”

He loosens his hold on my hand, bringing his big arm up and around my shoulders, pulling me close. My forehead is pressed against his neck as I watch Marty and Megan walk farther down the hall, Megan laughing at something Marty has whispered in her ear.

“I was happy,” he says quietly. “I told myself it was enough, and I think it would have been. You were scared and angry, but it was enough. It would have been enough.”

“But it didn’t turn out that way.”

“No,” he says. “It didn’t. And I’m okay with that.”

“Just okay?” I tease.

“Maybe a little more than okay. You kissed me and let me love you, and even with everything, all of the good and all of the bad, I wouldn’t change a single thing about this. All that we’ve done has led to this, Bear. You know? This has made us who we are.”

“And who are we?”

“Do you see that lady down there?”

I do. She’s beautiful, and she’s giving us the greatest gift.

“We’re you and me,” he says, pressing a kiss into my hair. “Bear and Otter. There’s a Kid in the waiting room that we did a damn good job with. There’s a little girl who found her way home to us. There’s our family who would do anything to make sure we’re happy. And there’s that lady, that weird, funny lady who just fits like she’s always been a part of us. Marty too.”

“Let’s not go that far,” I grumble.

He chuckles and jostles me a little. “You know they’re here to stay, right?”

“The thought crossed my mind.”

“Ty told me something once. About him and Dom. He said he thought they were inevitable. And that got me thinking for a long time. To him, even when he was at his worst, some small part of him thought that he and Dom would always be. I don’t know if it works like that always. It did for him… but it’s—I don’t think that about us.”

“You don’t?”

I feel him shake his head. “No. Because we’ve fought tooth and nail for this. We’ve clawed our way through everything slung at us. I don’t think all of this was inevitable. I think we’ve earned this. We’ve earned this because we made this. This is who we are, okay? We have built this life, built this family, and in a little while, there are going to be two more that we get, and sometimes I can’t even breathe with how thankful I am for that. You’ve given me this, Bear. This life. This chance. Everything. You’ve given me everything, and I don’t know how I can ever repay you.”