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Chapters (165)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright
  3. Contents
  4. About the Author
  5. Also By
  6. Foreword
  7. Prologue
  8. Book One
  9. Chapter One
  10. Chapter Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Chapter Twenty-Two
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  48. Chapter Forty
  49. Book Two
  50. Chapter Forty-One
  51. Chapter Forty-Two
  52. Chapter Forty-Three
  53. Chapter Forty-Four
  54. Chapter Forty-Five
  55. Chapter Forty-Six
  56. Chapter Forty-Seven
  57. Chapter Forty-Eight
  58. Chapter Forty-Nine
  59. Chapter Fifty
  60. Chapter Fifty-One
  61. Chapter Fifty-Two
  62. Chapter Fifty-Three
  63. Chapter Fifty-Four
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  69. Chapter Sixty
  70. Chapter Sixty-One
  71. Chapter Sixty-Two
  72. Chapter Sixty-Three
  73. Chapter Sixty-Four
  74. Chapter Sixty-Five
  75. Chapter Sixty-Six
  76. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  77. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  78. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  79. Chapter Seventy
  80. Chapter Seventy-One
  81. Chapter Seventy-Two
  82. Chapter Seventy-Three
  83. Chapter Seventy-Four
  84. Chapter Seventy-Five
  85. Chapter Seventy-Six
  86. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  87. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  88. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  89. Chapter Eighty
  90. Chapter Eighty-One
  91. Chapter Eighty-Two
  92. Chapter Eighty-Three
  93. Chapter Eighty-Four
  94. Book Three
  95. Chapter Eighty-Five
  96. Chapter Eighty-Six
  97. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  98. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  99. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  100. Chapter Ninety
  101. Chapter Ninety-One
  102. Chapter Ninety-Two
  103. Chapter Ninety-Three
  104. Chapter Ninety-Four
  105. Chapter Ninety-Five
  106. Chapter Ninety-Six
  107. Chapter Ninety-Seven
  108. Chapter Ninety-Eight
  109. Chapter Ninety-Nine
  110. Chapter One Hundred
  111. Chapter One Hundred and One
  112. Chapter One Hundred and Two
  113. Chapter One Hundred and Three
  114. Chapter One Hundred and Four
  115. Chapter One Hundred and Five
  116. Chapter One Hundred and Six
  117. Chapter One Hundred and Seven
  118. Chapter One Hundred and Eight
  119. Chapter One Hundred and Nine
  120. Chapter One Hundred and Ten
  121. Chapter One Hundred and Eleven
  122. Chapter One Hundred and Twelve
  123. Chapter One Hundred and Thirteen
  124. Chapter One Hundred and Fourteen
  125. Chapter One Hundred and Fifteen
  126. Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen
  127. Chapter One Hundred and Seventeen
  128. Chapter One Hundred and Eighteen
  129. Chapter One Hundred and Nineteen
  130. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty
  131. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-One
  132. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Two
  133. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Three
  134. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Four
  135. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Five
  136. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Six
  137. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Seven
  138. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Eight
  139. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Nine
  140. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty
  141. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-One
  142. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Two
  143. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Three
  144. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Four
  145. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Five
  146. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Six
  147. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Seven
  148. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Eight
  149. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Nine
  150. Chapter One Hundred and Forty
  151. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-One
  152. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Two
  153. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Three
  154. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Four
  155. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Five
  156. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Six
  157. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Seven
  158. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Eight
  159. Epilogue
  160. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Nine
  161. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty
  162. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-One
  163. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Two
  164. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Three
  165. Lyrics Acknowledgements

Daniel looked down at his new daughter and felt a fierce protectiveness wash over him. As drunk as he was, he knew that this feeling was real. She was perfect, this new baby, so small, so delicate. Not like the lads; they had been huge lumps and noisy babies from the off – masculine from the day they were born. None of them had ever been this frail, this tiny. They had each been born with the Bailey scowl; by six months they were already their own men, and they had been a handful from the day they could walk.

He knew his mother was watching him, knew she was not impressed with him at this moment in time. She was clearly disappointed with him for not coming home sooner. Well, fuck her. Tonight, he’d had serious work to see to and the sooner she understood that the better. They were real Faces now, finally top of the fucking heap. He smiled at her anyway – she was his mum after all. The alcohol was making him maudlin. He’d been so hyped up after the meet with Alfie Clarke, Peter had taken him to their pub to calm down. But once the news of Tania’s birth got round, the drinks had been overflowing. He felt the tears stinging his eyes, and he tried to wipe them away before anyone saw, unaware that every movement he made was overdone, too forced.

Daniel was not a good drunk. Drink made his temper flare up faster than usual, it made him overly confident and, worse, it made him cry. He could break down at a record, a memory, or a thought, and the majority of the people he rolled with saw that as a weakness.

‘Give me that child before you drop her on her fecking head, and she ends up a fecking moron like her father.’ Theresa Bailey did not like this son of hers when he had been drinking; he irritated her and she hated that the drink made him foolish, made him forget that he was a family man. She took the child gently.

Lena watched the exchange and smiled despite herself; for all his big talk, Daniel was still scared of his mother, no matter how much he tried to pretend he wasn’t.

She actually thought she understood her husband in a way his mother never could. She got angry with him – anyone would, he could be such a prat at times. But she knew the real Daniel Bailey. His upbringing as a fatherless boy, with a brother who was black and who he adored, had made an indelible mark on him. He had spent his whole life proving he was better than everyone, that the Baileys were better than anyone. He worked hard for them all. Just as she had her mania for saving money, her husband had a mania for making himself successful.