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Chapters (165)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright
  3. Contents
  4. About the Author
  5. Also By
  6. Foreword
  7. Prologue
  8. Book One
  9. Chapter One
  10. Chapter Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Chapter Twenty-Two
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  48. Chapter Forty
  49. Book Two
  50. Chapter Forty-One
  51. Chapter Forty-Two
  52. Chapter Forty-Three
  53. Chapter Forty-Four
  54. Chapter Forty-Five
  55. Chapter Forty-Six
  56. Chapter Forty-Seven
  57. Chapter Forty-Eight
  58. Chapter Forty-Nine
  59. Chapter Fifty
  60. Chapter Fifty-One
  61. Chapter Fifty-Two
  62. Chapter Fifty-Three
  63. Chapter Fifty-Four
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  69. Chapter Sixty
  70. Chapter Sixty-One
  71. Chapter Sixty-Two
  72. Chapter Sixty-Three
  73. Chapter Sixty-Four
  74. Chapter Sixty-Five
  75. Chapter Sixty-Six
  76. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  77. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  78. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  79. Chapter Seventy
  80. Chapter Seventy-One
  81. Chapter Seventy-Two
  82. Chapter Seventy-Three
  83. Chapter Seventy-Four
  84. Chapter Seventy-Five
  85. Chapter Seventy-Six
  86. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  87. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  88. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  89. Chapter Eighty
  90. Chapter Eighty-One
  91. Chapter Eighty-Two
  92. Chapter Eighty-Three
  93. Chapter Eighty-Four
  94. Book Three
  95. Chapter Eighty-Five
  96. Chapter Eighty-Six
  97. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  98. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  99. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  100. Chapter Ninety
  101. Chapter Ninety-One
  102. Chapter Ninety-Two
  103. Chapter Ninety-Three
  104. Chapter Ninety-Four
  105. Chapter Ninety-Five
  106. Chapter Ninety-Six
  107. Chapter Ninety-Seven
  108. Chapter Ninety-Eight
  109. Chapter Ninety-Nine
  110. Chapter One Hundred
  111. Chapter One Hundred and One
  112. Chapter One Hundred and Two
  113. Chapter One Hundred and Three
  114. Chapter One Hundred and Four
  115. Chapter One Hundred and Five
  116. Chapter One Hundred and Six
  117. Chapter One Hundred and Seven
  118. Chapter One Hundred and Eight
  119. Chapter One Hundred and Nine
  120. Chapter One Hundred and Ten
  121. Chapter One Hundred and Eleven
  122. Chapter One Hundred and Twelve
  123. Chapter One Hundred and Thirteen
  124. Chapter One Hundred and Fourteen
  125. Chapter One Hundred and Fifteen
  126. Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen
  127. Chapter One Hundred and Seventeen
  128. Chapter One Hundred and Eighteen
  129. Chapter One Hundred and Nineteen
  130. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty
  131. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-One
  132. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Two
  133. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Three
  134. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Four
  135. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Five
  136. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Six
  137. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Seven
  138. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Eight
  139. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Nine
  140. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty
  141. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-One
  142. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Two
  143. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Three
  144. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Four
  145. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Five
  146. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Six
  147. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Seven
  148. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Eight
  149. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Nine
  150. Chapter One Hundred and Forty
  151. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-One
  152. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Two
  153. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Three
  154. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Four
  155. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Five
  156. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Six
  157. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Seven
  158. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Eight
  159. Epilogue
  160. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Nine
  161. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty
  162. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-One
  163. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Two
  164. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Three
  165. Lyrics Acknowledgements

She hoped this intense worry was all down to her hormones, because she didn’t like feeling like this. She had lived through her married life secretly anxious that her husband might get a tug, but her husband and her boys were two different things. The thought of her sons banged up was anathema to her. A woman she had known for years had just seen her son get what amounted to a life sentence. He was a bank robber, a nice lad, but he had been caught with the guns and the money. He had been served up at the Old Bailey by the Serious Crime Squad, and they had made him look worse than a fucking murderer. They had arranged police outriders to follow his paddy wagon, so he looked far more dangerous than he was. The jury had seen them and before they had heard a word said in the actual courtroom the impression that he was dangerous was cemented. He had been handed down an eighteen stretch – he would not have got that even if he had raped and murdered someone!

But money and property – that was what the courts cared about in this country. If you opened the paper, sex offenders were getting away with all sorts on a daily basis. Young girls were cross-examined in court about their sex lives as if they were on trial, not the piece of dirt that raped them. And, even if the man was found guilty, he didn’t get a real lump – four to seven years for ruining a girl’s whole life. But rob a Post Office and you were sent down for the duration. It was a scandal. Eighteen years for a robbery meant at least fourteen years before he was eligible for parole. He would have been better off if he had killed someone – then he would have been out in seven.

The whole thing with her friend had thrown Lena Bailey; no one in her world had ever got a real sentence, a real lump. Fourteen years was a serious amount of time out of a young man’s life and it had really hit home that soon that could be one of her sons. Suddenly she saw the lives they could be aspiring to in stark reality with what Daniel wanted for them, and it bothered her.

This child, she would make sure, would know nothing about the Life. This child would be brought up outside of it all; she would make sure that one of them at least would have the chance to escape it. She only hoped this was a girl, because she knew that a boy would be too hard to control, would look at his brothers and want what they had.

She sighed. ‘Davey, would you do me a favour, son?’

‘’Course I will, Mum, what do you want?’