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Chapters (165)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright
  3. Contents
  4. About the Author
  5. Also By
  6. Foreword
  7. Prologue
  8. Book One
  9. Chapter One
  10. Chapter Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Chapter Twenty-Two
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  48. Chapter Forty
  49. Book Two
  50. Chapter Forty-One
  51. Chapter Forty-Two
  52. Chapter Forty-Three
  53. Chapter Forty-Four
  54. Chapter Forty-Five
  55. Chapter Forty-Six
  56. Chapter Forty-Seven
  57. Chapter Forty-Eight
  58. Chapter Forty-Nine
  59. Chapter Fifty
  60. Chapter Fifty-One
  61. Chapter Fifty-Two
  62. Chapter Fifty-Three
  63. Chapter Fifty-Four
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  69. Chapter Sixty
  70. Chapter Sixty-One
  71. Chapter Sixty-Two
  72. Chapter Sixty-Three
  73. Chapter Sixty-Four
  74. Chapter Sixty-Five
  75. Chapter Sixty-Six
  76. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  77. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  78. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  79. Chapter Seventy
  80. Chapter Seventy-One
  81. Chapter Seventy-Two
  82. Chapter Seventy-Three
  83. Chapter Seventy-Four
  84. Chapter Seventy-Five
  85. Chapter Seventy-Six
  86. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  87. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  88. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  89. Chapter Eighty
  90. Chapter Eighty-One
  91. Chapter Eighty-Two
  92. Chapter Eighty-Three
  93. Chapter Eighty-Four
  94. Book Three
  95. Chapter Eighty-Five
  96. Chapter Eighty-Six
  97. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  98. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  99. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  100. Chapter Ninety
  101. Chapter Ninety-One
  102. Chapter Ninety-Two
  103. Chapter Ninety-Three
  104. Chapter Ninety-Four
  105. Chapter Ninety-Five
  106. Chapter Ninety-Six
  107. Chapter Ninety-Seven
  108. Chapter Ninety-Eight
  109. Chapter Ninety-Nine
  110. Chapter One Hundred
  111. Chapter One Hundred and One
  112. Chapter One Hundred and Two
  113. Chapter One Hundred and Three
  114. Chapter One Hundred and Four
  115. Chapter One Hundred and Five
  116. Chapter One Hundred and Six
  117. Chapter One Hundred and Seven
  118. Chapter One Hundred and Eight
  119. Chapter One Hundred and Nine
  120. Chapter One Hundred and Ten
  121. Chapter One Hundred and Eleven
  122. Chapter One Hundred and Twelve
  123. Chapter One Hundred and Thirteen
  124. Chapter One Hundred and Fourteen
  125. Chapter One Hundred and Fifteen
  126. Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen
  127. Chapter One Hundred and Seventeen
  128. Chapter One Hundred and Eighteen
  129. Chapter One Hundred and Nineteen
  130. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty
  131. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-One
  132. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Two
  133. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Three
  134. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Four
  135. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Five
  136. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Six
  137. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Seven
  138. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Eight
  139. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Nine
  140. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty
  141. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-One
  142. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Two
  143. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Three
  144. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Four
  145. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Five
  146. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Six
  147. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Seven
  148. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Eight
  149. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Nine
  150. Chapter One Hundred and Forty
  151. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-One
  152. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Two
  153. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Three
  154. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Four
  155. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Five
  156. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Six
  157. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Seven
  158. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Eight
  159. Epilogue
  160. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Nine
  161. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty
  162. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-One
  163. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Two
  164. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Three
  165. Lyrics Acknowledgements

It was only when she was eight – and her mother had beaten her unconscious – that Mandy had finally been taken into care; a broken arm and fractured skull had been too much for her parents to explain away. A new social worker, Janice Carter – all love beads and afghans and still so new to the job she wasn’t intimidated by the Wrights’ pedigree – had removed her from them immediately. Mandy had been so grateful; for the first time in her life she had slept in a clean bed, had eaten three square meals a day, and attended school regularly. She had felt safe for the first time in her young life.

Over the years she had been reunited with her mother and father many times, but it had never been a success for any of them. Her mum and dad were so self-obsessed, and they had only fought for her for appearances’ sake and then, when they got her, all they saw was their biggest failure. They knew their daughter saw them for what they were, not as the people they tried so desperately to portray.

Both sets of grandparents had washed their hands of their offspring long before she had arrived on the scene and, on the few occasions she had met them, they had not shown any real interest in her. Going into care had been her salvation; as bad as it was, it had at least afforded her a degree of security, something she had never before experienced in her young life.

She had eventually left the care system at sixteen, and immediately fallen for a young man who lived in the same bed and breakfast. He had been the product of the care system himself; he had given her a child and promptly disappeared. Amanda hadn’t really expected anything else, if she was honest; everyone in her life had let her down up till then. But she had kept her little boy, and she loved him with a passion. She had been determined that she would give him the love that she had never had, and that he would never feel unwanted or inadequate.

She had ended up stripping, because she knew she had a good figure, and friends had introduced her to the world of Soho. Soho was a strange place; a girl could disappear there, and no one judged you too harshly. It was a world built on transients – people arrived, some stayed but most left. It was ideal for Amanda. All she had were her looks, and good looks and youth went a long way.