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Chapters (165)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright
  3. Contents
  4. About the Author
  5. Also By
  6. Foreword
  7. Prologue
  8. Book One
  9. Chapter One
  10. Chapter Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Chapter Twenty-Two
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  48. Chapter Forty
  49. Book Two
  50. Chapter Forty-One
  51. Chapter Forty-Two
  52. Chapter Forty-Three
  53. Chapter Forty-Four
  54. Chapter Forty-Five
  55. Chapter Forty-Six
  56. Chapter Forty-Seven
  57. Chapter Forty-Eight
  58. Chapter Forty-Nine
  59. Chapter Fifty
  60. Chapter Fifty-One
  61. Chapter Fifty-Two
  62. Chapter Fifty-Three
  63. Chapter Fifty-Four
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  69. Chapter Sixty
  70. Chapter Sixty-One
  71. Chapter Sixty-Two
  72. Chapter Sixty-Three
  73. Chapter Sixty-Four
  74. Chapter Sixty-Five
  75. Chapter Sixty-Six
  76. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  77. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  78. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  79. Chapter Seventy
  80. Chapter Seventy-One
  81. Chapter Seventy-Two
  82. Chapter Seventy-Three
  83. Chapter Seventy-Four
  84. Chapter Seventy-Five
  85. Chapter Seventy-Six
  86. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  87. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  88. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  89. Chapter Eighty
  90. Chapter Eighty-One
  91. Chapter Eighty-Two
  92. Chapter Eighty-Three
  93. Chapter Eighty-Four
  94. Book Three
  95. Chapter Eighty-Five
  96. Chapter Eighty-Six
  97. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  98. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  99. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  100. Chapter Ninety
  101. Chapter Ninety-One
  102. Chapter Ninety-Two
  103. Chapter Ninety-Three
  104. Chapter Ninety-Four
  105. Chapter Ninety-Five
  106. Chapter Ninety-Six
  107. Chapter Ninety-Seven
  108. Chapter Ninety-Eight
  109. Chapter Ninety-Nine
  110. Chapter One Hundred
  111. Chapter One Hundred and One
  112. Chapter One Hundred and Two
  113. Chapter One Hundred and Three
  114. Chapter One Hundred and Four
  115. Chapter One Hundred and Five
  116. Chapter One Hundred and Six
  117. Chapter One Hundred and Seven
  118. Chapter One Hundred and Eight
  119. Chapter One Hundred and Nine
  120. Chapter One Hundred and Ten
  121. Chapter One Hundred and Eleven
  122. Chapter One Hundred and Twelve
  123. Chapter One Hundred and Thirteen
  124. Chapter One Hundred and Fourteen
  125. Chapter One Hundred and Fifteen
  126. Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen
  127. Chapter One Hundred and Seventeen
  128. Chapter One Hundred and Eighteen
  129. Chapter One Hundred and Nineteen
  130. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty
  131. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-One
  132. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Two
  133. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Three
  134. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Four
  135. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Five
  136. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Six
  137. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Seven
  138. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Eight
  139. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Nine
  140. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty
  141. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-One
  142. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Two
  143. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Three
  144. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Four
  145. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Five
  146. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Six
  147. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Seven
  148. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Eight
  149. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Nine
  150. Chapter One Hundred and Forty
  151. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-One
  152. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Two
  153. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Three
  154. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Four
  155. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Five
  156. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Six
  157. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Seven
  158. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Eight
  159. Epilogue
  160. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Nine
  161. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty
  162. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-One
  163. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Two
  164. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Three
  165. Lyrics Acknowledgements

‘He’s my son, Lena, and I love him – and it’s hard to love that fecker at times, believe me – but you, Lena, are the only person he will listen to. You could have reined him in years ago if you had used your fecking loaf. You need to get your head out of your arse, and start looking out for those boys of yours; they are going to need you in the next few years, and you had better understand that, lady. He is pushing everybody around him away, and I know my Daniel – that means he will keep pushing with all he’s got. So, for once in your life, take a fecking interest, will you, before your sons are wiped out before your own eyes. Because you know as well as I do what Daniel is capable of.’ Theresa took another deep drag on her cigarette before saying sadly, ‘You had a good run, Lena. You kept out of it, but now it’s time to start taking an interest in what’s going on around you.’

Lena was white-faced, absolutely distraught at the turn of events, unable to believe that her mother-in-law could be capable of such treachery, not just towards her, but towards her own son. ‘I will not be spoken to like this, Theresa. I think it’s best if I leave now before we all say things we might regret.’

As Lena stood up and collected her belongings, Theresa said loudly, and with obvious sarcasm, ‘You can’t run away for ever, Lena – even you must know that much, darling. Eventually you are going to have to accept the truth of your situation. You live the Life, just like we all do. You know I’m telling the truth. Use your intelligence, girl! Use your influence to rein Daniel in – if not for his sake, then for his sons. Your sons.’

Ria watched as Lena battled the urge to swipe her mother-in-law across the face. It was a real eye-opener for Ria to see Lena so angry and strong. Gone now was her usual quiet demeanour; she had pulled herself upright, her fist was clenched and she looked more than capable of fighting her own corner. Theresa had hit a nerve all right – that much was plain to see – but Ria felt it was a good thing. Lena did need to get her head out of her arse, and start living in the real world with everyone else. She had swerved the Life for too long, and it was time she admitted that the money she spent came at a price, especially for women like them, who lived at the very top of the food chain.

Lena slammed the door behind her, and Theresa raised her arms in annoyance. ‘I could cheerfully swing for her at times, Ria! She wanders through life like Dilly fecking Daydream and, you know something? Deep down, she’s stronger than any of us.’