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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Copyright
  3. Praise for The Lie
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Keep Reading
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Book Club Questions for The Lie by C.L. Taylor
  57. A Conversation With C.L. Taylor
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by C.L. Taylor
  60. About the Publisher

He looks at me for what feels like the first time since they arrived an hour ago. His eyes search mine. “Not really.”

“Do you want to talk? Outside? Chloe will be okay in here with the kittens. We can keep an eye on her through the window.”

He nods. “We’re just popping out into the corridor for a bit, Chlo. You okay in here?”

She nods mutely.

“Chloe.” He eases himself up from the sofa and crosses the room then crouches beside his daughter and puts a hand on her shoulder. “I’m sorry I snapped at you just now. That wasn’t fair. We’ll talk some more about getting a kitten when we get home later, okay? It’s not a decision we should rush into, no matter how cute these little fellas are.”

“Okay, Daddy.” Chloe doesn’t unfurl but she doesn’t lean away when he pulls back her curtain of hair and kisses her on the cheek.

“We’ll just be in the corridor.” Will points towards the door.

“I’m sorry,” he apologises, the second the door clicks shut behind us. “Sara’s passive-aggressiveness used to drive me nuts, and you deserve more than that, Jane – Emma,” he corrects himself quickly.

I cross my arms over my chest and brace myself for the “It’s not me, it’s you” speech I know is coming. He’s too decent a man to have walked away when I first told him about who I really was, especially after what happened at Mrs Wilkinson’s house, but he’s had a couple of days to reflect, now. His daughter has taken a shine to me, and he’s worried. Who wouldn’t be?

“So the thing is” – he runs a hand through his hair and clears his throat – “I found myself in a bit of an awkward situation in the pub last night. We were talking about Graham’s impending wedding to Claire, and then someone asked me if I was going to marry you.” He waves away my sharp intake of breath. “Obviously, I told them that we’re very early on in our relationship, but the question opened the floodgates and suddenly everyone was quizzing me about you. Where are you from? What do you do? When did you move here? Where did you live before? Etcetera, etcetera. And I found myself …” He gazes through the window at Chloe, who’s teasing the kittens with a small grey catnip mouse. “… I found myself repeating everything you’d told me. Not what you told me the other night, but what you’d told me before, and …” He looks back at me. “… I felt like a liar. I felt like I was complicit in something I don’t fully understand. And that made me feel uncomfortable, Jane. Really, bloody uncomfortable. I’m the Head of Biology and I was telling bare-faced lies to my staff, people who look up to me.”