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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Copyright
  3. Praise for The Lie
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Keep Reading
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Book Club Questions for The Lie by C.L. Taylor
  57. A Conversation With C.L. Taylor
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by C.L. Taylor
  60. About the Publisher

I reach out an arm to pull him into a group hug, but he sidesteps it and squeezes my hand instead. I mouth the word “Hungover?” but he shakes his head.

“I’m fine.”

“It’s my school fair this afternoon,” Chloe says. “Will you come? I’ve made some loom bands to sell. Mrs James said I can give half the proceeds to Green Fields. It would be so cool if you came. Please say you will.”

“What time does it start?”

“Two p.m.”

My shift finishes at lunchtime so, in theory, I could make it. I glance at Will, who shrugs his shoulders then turns away and plucks a cat toy from the merchandise display. He jiggles it up and down in his hand. The tiny bell inside makes a tinny jangling sound.

“Will?”

“Yeah.” He doesn’t turn round. The annoying jangling sound continues.

He’s either lying about being hungover or there’s something else on his mind.

“I’d love to come to your school fair,” I say to Chloe, “but I won’t stay too long.”

“Brilliant! Can we go and see the kittens now?” Chloe gazes up at me and I’m reminded of Jack with his big, trusting brown eyes. “Please!”

“Of course.” I disentangle her and reach for her hand. She takes it then reaches for Will’s hand, too. She swings our hands back and forth as we cross reception. To an outsider, we’d look like the perfect, happy little family. Happy, that is, apart from the strange sideways looks Will keeps giving me.

“They’re so cute, can I have one, Daddy? Please?” Chloe is sitting on the carpet with a tiny, tabby kitten desperately trying to clamber out of the circle she’s made with her legs. We’ve completed the tour of the sanctuary and retreated to the “cat living room” where potential adopters can spend time with the cats in a more natural environment. We’ve furnished it with sofas, armchairs, beanbags and a radio. “Daddy?”

Will, who’s been looking at his phone since we sat down, looks up. “Sorry?”

“A kitten? Can we have one?”

He looks back down at his phone. “We’ll see.”

“Is that a yes?”

“We’ll have to ask your mum.”

“She’d say yes, I know she would. And if she said no, we could always keep it at your house, couldn’t we? Couldn’t we, Daddy? It could live at your house and I could see it at weekends. I know you’d have to look after it during the week, but I’d be there more often in the holidays, and—”

“I said, we’ll see, Chloe.”

She visibly jumps at his raised voice then folds herself over the kitten, tears pricking at her eyes, and scoops him off the floor and presses him to her chest.

I lean in towards Will and say in a low voice, “Is everything okay?”