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Chapters (52)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. The Journey West
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. The Journey East
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Author’s Notes
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. Resources
  47. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Book
  50. Read On
  51. Also by Janie Chang
  52. About the Publisher

At the front door, their hostess was helping her mother into her coat. “I wish I could do more to help,” the woman said.

“It helped just talking to you, Jialing,” her mother replied. She clasped the woman’s hands. “No one else understands what it’s like to live in fear.”

When they got home, her mother slammed the front gates shut and leaned her back against them. “You were very good, Lian,” she said, her eyes shut. “Very obedient. Thank you.”

“The lady with the kittens,” Lian said. “Can we go back some other time? After we come back from Hangchow?”

Her mother didn’t seem to be listening. “Oh, those women, Lian. They didn’t want to let me in the door, but they didn’t want to miss the opportunity to look me over either.”

That was when Lian realized her mother was crying.

They boarded a train the following day. Once they’d settled in their compartment, Lian’s mother locked the door. She wouldn’t let Lian explore the rest of the train, not even walk to the dining car. Lian could only go out of their compartment to use the toilets. Lian read the few books she’d brought and gazed out the window at the wintery countryside, stripped bare of greenery.

Her mother lay down on the opposite seat, a wool shawl pulled over her legs, but her eyes were wide open. At noon the porter knocked on the door and Lian let him in to fill their teapot with boiling water from a huge kettle. Then Lian’s mother roused herself and brought food out from their wicker picnic basket. They ate a small meal of hard-boiled eggs with rice, a dash of soy sauce to add flavor. They shared a tangerine.

“Let me show you something,” her mother said, after putting away their food. She opened her travel case and took out a large brown paper envelope. She unfolded a document stamped with multiple red seals. “This is who we are now.”

Lian frowned as her mother ran her fingers down the words and read out loud. Hu Yinglien. Status widowed. Dependent, Hu Lian, daughter. Her own name, “Lian,” was the same. But their family name was “Jin,” not “Hu.” And her mother’s name was “Beihua,” not “Yinglien.” And her mother’s birth date was wrong. So was hers.

“Those aren’t our names,” she said, “someone made a mistake.”

“It’s not a mistake,” her mother said. “We’ll be using different names when we get to Peking.”

“Aren’t we going to Hangchow?” she asked.

“That’s what I told everyone, Lian,” her mother said, “so that if anyone looks for us, they’ll go to Hangchow instead of Peking. Peking is a huge city. We’ll be safe there.”