Chapters (63)
- COVER PAGE
- PRAISE
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- DEDICATION
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
‘Yeah, Debs from the Old Chain Pier in Edinburgh. I met her and she told me you slept with her, then she took a photo from your passport when you got really angry with her and…’
‘Why on earth would you think we slept together?’
‘Well, why did you spend time with her?’
‘I didn’t. We were colleagues, that’s all.’ He tucked her hair behind her ear, brushing her cheek.
‘But she had a picture of yours. It looks like he’s your son.’
‘What, you think I’ve got another family or something? Don’t be daft, Fi. You and Jamie are my family.’ He tipped his head back then nodded. ‘I had a photo in my wallet of me as a wee boy. She stole all the money in my wallet one night when she was drunk and she must’ve taken the photo too.’
Fiona leant her head onto his shoulder and inhaled. It was so good to smell his wonderful smell again.
‘Please, Fi, please believe me, I’m not a lying, thieving bastard.’ He turned to look at her and smiled. ‘Fi, the only bad thing I did was take the money from our account for the fare, but I was desperate. It was terrible and I should never have done it. I can’t imagine you’ll ever forgive me.’
‘Did you fly first class? I mean, all that money?’
‘No, I didn’t fly first! I spent nearly a thousand on the fare then saved the rest. And I got some temping chef jobs while I was away so I’ve brought it all back – and a bit extra.’
Fiona frowned. ‘But if you were just doing something as, well, worthy as you say you were, at last letting Sam know you were alive, why the hell could you not have got in touch? Emailed me to say, “Sorry, Fi, I stole all our savings and here I am back in Australia reconciling with my sister, but I’ll be back soon.”’
‘I know, I handled it all badly, I’m rubbish. Sorry.’ He stroked her hand. ‘I should have got in touch. Thing is, Fi, the breakdown meant I had to see a shrink a few times, but I’ve got myself totally sorted out now. I felt ashamed of that too, like I wasn’t coping well, so, kind of, unmanly.’ He took a deep breath. ‘But when I was fit again and ready to come back, I got in touch with Dot and then your dad died.’
He turned to her. ‘I’m sorry about the funeral, it was me there at the back, but I just wasn’t ready for the talk with you and I didn’t think it was a good time for you. But I wanted to be there, he was a great guy your dad, a legend.’