Chapters (63)
- COVER PAGE
- PRAISE
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- DEDICATION
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
She sat on a bench on the promenade by the riverbank and thought of all the times she had been there before, with her husband, her children, her neighbours. It was the ideal place to see the river, the sun sparkling on the water during summer. The children would run the length of the promenade with their hoops and watch the boats bob on the water. Now, though, the water was black and still and there were no other people to be seen. Ann looked to her left and saw a figure approaching in the light from the lamppost. He wore a top hat and walked briskly, his tall walking cane tapping in rhythm. It was Robert and he was shivering; he always felt the cold, having been brought up in large houses with roaring fires and swaddled in warm clothes. She continued to sit on the dark bench as he drew nearer.
He tipped his hat and sat down. ‘As ever, you do not even shiver, sitting here in the freezing cold.’
‘I am not cold, Robert.’ She turned to look at him and smiled.
‘How are the children?’
‘They are well, as ever. How blessed we are.’
She delved into her pocket and brought out a little flask with a small tumbler on top. ‘I have brought you a little drink, Robert. I had anticipated you might be cold and brought you a warming dram.’ She poured some dark liquid from the flask into the tumbler and handed it to him. He tipped it all down in one then shook his head. ‘My, that was strong. Where in God’s name did Baxter buy that whisky from?’
‘I believe it was a New Year’s gift, Robert.’ She took the tumbler from him and put it on the bench, then peeled off her gloves and took her husband’s cold hands in her own warm ones.
‘Tell me your plans, my dear. How was your journey?’ She attempted affection, though all she felt was rage.
‘First of all I must tell you the truth, unpalatable though it is. I do feel I owe that to you before what I am soon to do.’
She bit her lip.
‘There was someone I was to take to Australia with me. A woman I planned to spend the rest of my life with.’ He swallowed. ‘It was Janet Clark, that poor girl Aunt Euphemia had to identify.’
Ann gasped out loud; she must feign shock. ‘How could you do this to me?’
He cleared his throat and continued, speaking quietly. ‘We were perfect together, Ann. Not like us, a marriage of convenience for you, and for me a foolish youthful error, out of which the only good things to come were our two children.’
Ann began fumbling in her pocket, but said nothing.