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Chapters (63)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. PRAISE
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. DEDICATION
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. CHAPTER 49
  54. CHAPTER 50
  55. CHAPTER 51
  56. CHAPTER 52
  57. CHAPTER 53
  58. CHAPTER 54
  59. CHAPTER 55
  60. CHAPTER 56
  61. CHAPTER 57
  62. CHAPTER 58
  63. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Ann walked towards the fireplace where Blind Mattie sat, pipe in hand.

‘Come away in.’ She turned towards the girl. ‘Is it the same lady?’

‘Aye, just like you said, Auntie Mattie. But today she’s wearing all black. Like a raven.’

Mattie patted the seat beside her. ‘Draw near. You have things to tell me.’

Ann swept off some grime from the only other chair in the room and sat. She looked at Mattie, this woman she had known all her life, and felt a pang of emotion. Ann had no family, no connection with anything; only this woman knew everything about her origins, her childhood. She stretched forward to take Mattie’s hand.

‘How are you today, Mattie?’

‘Doing away, same as last time. Why have you come here again?’

Ann paused as she thought about what she had planned to say. But there was something about speaking to Mattie that made all words futile.

‘I’ve got a problem,’ she said, staring into Mattie’s dead eyes.

‘Aye, I ken that. That’s why you’ve come back.’ She put down her pipe and turned to face Ann. She patted her hands around Ann’s lap till she located her other hand. ‘What do you want from me, Annie Robertson?’

Ann’s shoulders slumped. No one had called her that for years. Alfred Johnston calling her Annie had unsettled her, but now this.

‘Mattie, you and I have known each other forever. My mother said that when I was born, you were there to help the midwife and then assist my mother after.’

Mattie chuckled. ‘Midwife. Assist. You never talked like that then, Annie. We called the midwife the howdie wifie, you ken that.’

Ann nodded.

‘And yes, I gave your Ma a hand, but she did the most of it herself. Well, she had to do most things herself, with that drunken father of yours.’

Ann sighed.

‘So are you happy in your new life, all that money and the big house and the new clothes? Never worrying about putting food on the table?’

Ann removed the handkerchief from her pocket and sniffed. ‘Yes, I am. I have a wonderful family and I…’

‘But if your husband’s dead, how do you plan to keep the bairns in the only way they know?’

Ann sat up straight. ‘Well, yes, but what if he wasn’t dead but had come back to steal my bairns? My precious children. What would I do then, Mattie?’ Ann’s voice was urgent.

Mattie picked up her pipe and took a long, slow suck.

Elspet scampered towards the meagre fire and thrust in the poker. A brief flicker of red lit the embers.