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Chapters (63)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. PRAISE
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. DEDICATION
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. CHAPTER 49
  54. CHAPTER 50
  55. CHAPTER 51
  56. CHAPTER 52
  57. CHAPTER 53
  58. CHAPTER 54
  59. CHAPTER 55
  60. CHAPTER 56
  61. CHAPTER 57
  62. CHAPTER 58
  63. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘Mamma, there was someone on the Green today who looked like Pappa,’ James said through a mouthful of scone.

‘Manners, James, my darling. Do not speak with your mouth full.’ Ann swivelled round. ‘Where was this person?’

James swallowed. ‘Standing under the lamppost at the far end, you know where we go with the Donaldsons and their dog?’

Ann nodded. It was the man she had seen. ‘Why did you believe he resembled Pappa?’

Lizzie was peering at her scone as she slowly and methodically spread it with butter and then jam. ‘Is this strawberry jam, Mamma?’

‘Yes.’ Ann stroked her daughter’s hair and looked at her son once more.

‘Well, he had the same hat as Pappa wears and though I could not see his face, I saw him looking at us.’

‘James.’ Ann put down her bone china cup. ‘Do you recall what I told you the other night? Pappa is, sadly, never coming back. He is in heaven and…’

‘But Mamma,’ said Lizzie, sitting up straight. ‘Maybe he swam to the shore and got dried off and he has been getting better and drier since then and now he is returning to…’

‘Your father is dead!’ Ann snapped, immediately regretting it. She kissed her daughter’s plump cheek. She rubbed the nape of James’s neck then kissed him too. ‘Sorry, my dears, but you have to try to accept that. He will not be back. Never ever.’

She looked at Lizzie, whose head was bent low over her plate. She tilted her daughter’s sweet little chin up and saw tears fill her eyes. Lizzie blinked and swallowed then took a large bite of her perfectly buttered scone.

James nodded. ‘I am the man of the house now, Mamma. I shall take care of you and Lizzie.’

‘Thank you, James, dear. Now, let us never talk of it again.’

She lifted the lid off the silver salver. ‘Another scone, while they are warm?’

* * *

Ann poured herself a glass of water from the pitcher beside her bed. Lifting the phial from the bedside table she shook one drop carefully into the glass. She had wanted to take more of the potion tonight but since Miss Graham was away, collecting her black clothes, she did not want to sleep too deeply, in case Lizzie awoke and needed her. James she knew would never wake and even if he did, she felt sure he would never come to seek comfort. Robert had been telling him for the past year or so that he was no longer a little boy and that he must be strong and stoical, like a man, no tears, no whining. James was still her baby, Robert had never understood that.