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Chapters (51)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. CHAPTER 1
  3. CHAPTER 2
  4. CHAPTER 3
  5. CHAPTER 4
  6. CHAPTER 5
  7. CHAPTER 6
  8. CHAPTER 7
  9. CHAPTER 8
  10. CHAPTER 9
  11. CHAPTER 10
  12. CHAPTER 11
  13. CHAPTER 12
  14. CHAPTER 13
  15. CHAPTER 14
  16. CHAPTER 15
  17. CHAPTER 16
  18. CHAPTER 17
  19. CHAPTER 18
  20. CHAPTER 19
  21. CHAPTER 20
  22. CHAPTER 21
  23. CHAPTER 22
  24. CHAPTER 23
  25. CHAPTER 24
  26. CHAPTER 25
  27. CHAPTER 26
  28. CHAPTER 27
  29. CHAPTER 28
  30. CHAPTER 29
  31. CHAPTER 30
  32. CHAPTER 31
  33. CHAPTER 32
  34. CHAPTER 33
  35. CHAPTER 34
  36. CHAPTER 35
  37. CHAPTER 36
  38. CHAPTER 37
  39. CHAPTER 38
  40. CHAPTER 39
  41. CHAPTER 40
  42. CHAPTER 41
  43. CHAPTER 42
  44. CHAPTER 43
  45. CHAPTER 44
  46. CHAPTER 45
  47. CHAPTER 46
  48. CHAPTER 47
  49. CHAPTER 48
  50. EPILOGUE
  51. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘They can, Jia. Don’t you get it? We are nothing but who they say we are. They don’t hear us. They only hear their own privilege. They’ve been getting away with it for years. Look at the riots. Segregation, poverty, deprivation, no jobs, no future. Those guys had no chance, still have no chance. Add to it trying to navigate a white world with brown sensibilities and Muslim pressure – it was a melting pot for disaster. Is it any wonder the kids kicked off? And when they did, Asian kids got years more than the white kids did for the same crimes. You and I, we just ignore these things because we think we’re better, because we go to a good school and wear expensive clothes and live in a nice house. But to white people we’re all just filthy Pakis who wear bling and live in cramped terraced houses. They’ve been tormenting me for days before this. They tried to make me afraid. They…touched me.’ He stopped, watching her for some reaction. She swallowed hard, not wanting to understand. ‘They had power and I did not,’ he said. ‘Well, soon I will have power. And I will take theirs from them.’

The rage that had been simmering in the pit of Jia’s stomach dissipated. For the first time in her life she was afraid, really afraid for her brother and for her family. She placed the piece of paratha she had been about to put in her mouth back on the plate and pushed it away.

‘Don’t say that word again,’ she said.

‘What word?’

‘Paki. Don’t say it again.’

‘But I am one and so are you. And in the minds of some people, that’s all we’ll ever be.’ Zan spoke slowly, his hands perfectly still, staring into his chai. He told his younger sister everything he knew about the family business, and the fog around him began to clear. ‘I listened to the things they said about Baba,’ he said. ‘I didn’t speak. I just listened.’

The police had accused the teenager of knowing more than he claimed. They had pushed him gently, insulted him, and then they had turned nasty. ‘We’re going to have fun fucking with you on the stand,’ they had said. ‘You’re going away for a very long time.’ The lead interviewing officer had fed on the fear in Zan’s eyes, his chest becoming broader. He’d leaned back in his chair. ‘And you know what happens to pretty brown boys in prison, don’t you?’