Back The Khan
Chapters (51)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. CHAPTER 1
  3. CHAPTER 2
  4. CHAPTER 3
  5. CHAPTER 4
  6. CHAPTER 5
  7. CHAPTER 6
  8. CHAPTER 7
  9. CHAPTER 8
  10. CHAPTER 9
  11. CHAPTER 10
  12. CHAPTER 11
  13. CHAPTER 12
  14. CHAPTER 13
  15. CHAPTER 14
  16. CHAPTER 15
  17. CHAPTER 16
  18. CHAPTER 17
  19. CHAPTER 18
  20. CHAPTER 19
  21. CHAPTER 20
  22. CHAPTER 21
  23. CHAPTER 22
  24. CHAPTER 23
  25. CHAPTER 24
  26. CHAPTER 25
  27. CHAPTER 26
  28. CHAPTER 27
  29. CHAPTER 28
  30. CHAPTER 29
  31. CHAPTER 30
  32. CHAPTER 31
  33. CHAPTER 32
  34. CHAPTER 33
  35. CHAPTER 34
  36. CHAPTER 35
  37. CHAPTER 36
  38. CHAPTER 37
  39. CHAPTER 38
  40. CHAPTER 39
  41. CHAPTER 40
  42. CHAPTER 41
  43. CHAPTER 42
  44. CHAPTER 43
  45. CHAPTER 44
  46. CHAPTER 45
  47. CHAPTER 46
  48. CHAPTER 47
  49. CHAPTER 48
  50. EPILOGUE
  51. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘It’s true. But you were right. About everything. Public school does give you a great network. Amazing what having a child does to one’s perspective,’ Elyas said. ‘But you always did see things more clearly than I did. I always envied that about you.’

‘You mean I had vision and you were wearing bifocals?’ she said.

Elyas laughed. ‘Like Butch and Sundance? And we both know how that ended.’ She smiled, and for a moment they were an ordinary couple.

‘This is not the Wild West,’ she said. ‘And going out in a blaze of gunfire is not on the cards for us.’

‘I used to feel as though I was playing snap while all the white kids played poker. I fought hard to get where I am. Up against rich boys who played tennis in the afternoons and went to country clubs on weekends. Guys whose fathers made calls to get them wherever they wanted to be.’

‘And now our son is one of those entitled types,’ Jia said, raising an eyebrow.

‘Isn’t that our whole problem? We want things and then when we get them we don’t feel we deserve them? I don’t want Ahad to struggle just because of my principles. The older I get, the more I understand that values and ideals get lost along the path; you lose a few and damage some of the others. We’re all compromising in some way or other. People talk about underachievement and a lack of brown kids at the top – well, you can’t be what you can’t see. People recruit in their own image, or pick someone they know. That’s how the ladder is climbed. At least your company seems to be giving young people a network.’

‘My father believed in the network,’ Jia said. ‘He ran his life on it and sent us to the best schools to build it. But networks have their own class system, and when your father is the kind of law lord who’ll have your kneecaps shot off, and NOT the kind that adjudicates British law, it’s not that straightforward. That’s what I want these guys to have, a future without shame of where they came from, you know?’ It was easy to be around Elyas; that was why she was with him. He accepted her for who she was, without judgement. But there were things about her that he didn’t know, and things she didn’t believe he would take well. So she gave him what she could, and kept what she couldn’t locked away.

‘Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if my parents had stayed in Pakistan,’ he said.

‘I know where I’d be: sporting a Hermès Birkin as I was being driven around by my chauffeur,’ said Jia.