Chapters (70)
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Afterword
The prediction of Hali’s pribox and her own inner voice had been correct. The baby was going to be born on its own schedule and despite anything else that might be happening.
Waela leaned back on the cot.
I’m not afraid. Why am I not afraid?
She felt that a voice spoke to her from her womb—It will be as it will be.
The quiet was broken by a babble of voices and another rush of footsteps into the medical shelter. How many batches of the wounded did that make? She had lost count.
A particularly hard contraction forced a gasp from her.
It’s time. It’s really time.
She felt that she had been put on a long slide, unable to get off, unable to change a single thing that would happen. This was inevitable, growing from that moment in the sub’s gondola.
How could I have stopped that? There was no way.
“Where’s that TaoLini woman? We need her help out here.”
It was Ferry’s familiar wheeze. Waela thrust herself upright, staggered to her feet and made her way heavily back to the emergency area of the shelter. She paused in the entrance as another contraction gripped her.
“I’m here. What do you want?”
Ferry glanced up from applying celltape to a wounded E-clone.
“Somebody has to go outside and decide which people are most in need of emergency treatment. I don’t have time.”
She stumbled toward the exit.
“Wait.” The bleary old eyes focused on her. “What’s wrong with you?”
“It’s . . . I’m . . .” She clutched the edge of the treatment table, looked down at a wounded E-clone.
“You’d better go back and lie down,” Ferry said.
“But you need . . .”
“I’ll decide what has to be done!”
“But you said . . .”
“I changed my mind.” He finished with the E-clone on the table, looked down at the bulging eyes which protruded from the corners of the clone’s temples. “You. You’re well enough to go outside and see that I get the worst cases first.”
She shook her head. “He doesn’t know anything about . . .”
“He knows when somebody’s dying. Don’t you?” Ferry helped the clone off the table, and Waela saw the burn splash across the man’s right shoulder.
“He’s wounded,” Waela protested. “He can’t . . .”
“We’re all wounded,” Ferry said. She heard hysteria in his voice. “Everybody’s wounded. You go back now and lie down. Let the wounded take care of the wounded.”
“What will you . . .”
“I’ll be back when I’ve finished with this lot. Then . . .” He leered at her, old yellow teeth. “Maybe a baby. You see? I’m a poet, too. Maybe you’ll like me now.”
Waela felt the old snake of fear wriggle up her spine.