Chapters (70)
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Afterword
“Records says you once lost a lover because he ran the P. His name was Jim. What does it mean to run the P?”
Slowly at first, then in bursts, Waela described The Game, then, seeing the reason for Hali’s question, added: “That has nothing to do with why I believe Kerro’s alive.”
“Why would the hylighters take him away?”
“They didn’t tell me.”
“I want him to be alive, too, Waela, but . . .” Hali shook her head and Waela thought she detected tears in the med-tech’s eyes.
“You were fond of him, too, Hali?”
“We had our moments.” She glanced at Waela’s swelling abdomen. “Not those moments, but good just the same.”
With a quick shake of her head, Hali turned her attention to the pribox, keyed another scan, converted it to code, stored it.
“Why are you storing that record?”
She’s watching me carefully, Hali thought. Do I dare lie to her?
Something had to be done, though, to allay the obvious fears aroused by this examination and the questions which could not be answered.
“I’ll show you,” Hali said. She called back the record and shunted it to the study screen beyond the holofocus. With an internal pointer, she indicated a red line oscillating across a green matrix.
“Your heart. Note the long, low rhythm.”
Hali keyed another sequence. A yellow line wove its way through the red, pulsing faster and with lower intensity.
“The baby’s heart.”
Again, Hali’s fingers moved over the keys. “Here’s what happened when you thought about Kerro.”
The two lines formed identical undulations. They merged and pulsed as one for a dozen beats, then separated.
“What does that mean?” Waela asked.
Hali removed the node from Waela’s hand, began restoring the pribox to its case at her hip.
“It’s called synchronous biology and we don’t know exactly what it means. Ship’s records associate it with certain psychic phenomena—faith healing, for example.”
“Faith healing?”
“Without the intervention of accepted scientific medicine.”
“But I’ve never . . .”
“Kerro showed me the records once. The healer achieves a steady physiological state, sometimes in a trance. Kerro called it ‘a symphony of the mind.’”
“I don’t see how that . . .”
“The patient’s body assumes an identical state, in complete harmony with the healer’s. When it ends, the patient is healed.”
“I don’t believe it.”
“It’s in the records.”
“Are you trying to tell me my baby is healing me?”
“Given the unknowns about this rapid gestation,” Hali said, “I would expect greater upset from you. But you don’t seem capable of maintaining long periods of physiological imbalance.”
“Whatever else she may be, she’s still an unformed infant,” Waela said. “She could not do that.”
“She?”
Waela felt pressure against one of her lower ribs, the baby shifting.
“I’ve known all along that it’s female.”