Back The Housemate
Chapters (62)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. PRAISE
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. DEDICATION
  5. SATURDAY, 3 OCTOBER 2005, EARLY
  6. MYSTERY SURROUNDS HOUSEMATE HOMICIDE
  7. CHAPTER ONE: TUESDAY, 8 SEPTEMBER 2015
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. SATURDAY, 3 OCTOBER 2005, LATE AFTERNOON
  10. CHAPTER THREE: TUESDAY, 8 SEPTEMBER 2015
  11. CHAPTER FOUR
  12. CHAPTER FIVE
  13. MARCH 2006
  14. CHAPTER SIX: TUESDAY, 8 SEPTEMBER 2015
  15. CHAPTER SEVEN
  16. CHAPTER EIGHT
  17. CHAPTER NINE
  18. CHAPTER TEN
  19. FEBRUARY 2006
  20. CHAPTER ELEVEN: WEDNESDAY, 9 SEPTEMBER 2015
  21. CHAPTER TWELVE
  22. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  23. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  24. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  26. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN: THURSDAY, 10 SEPTEMBER 2015
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. DAY THREE OF THE TRIAL, 2006
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR: FRIDAY, 11 SEPTEMBER 2015
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  36. JULY 2005
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN: SATURDAY, 12 SEPTEMBER 2015
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT: SUNDAY, 13 SEPTEMBER 2015
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE: MONDAY, 14 SEPTEMBER 2015
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  46. AUGUST 2004
  47. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  48. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  49. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  50. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT: TUESDAY, 15 SEPTEMBER 2015
  51. AUGUST 2004
  52. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE: TUESDAY, 15 SEPTEMBER 2015
  53. SEPTEMBER 2005
  54. CHAPTER FORTY: TUESDAY, 15 SEPTEMBER 2015
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  57. HOUSEMATE HOMICIDE ARREST
  58. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE: THURSDAY, 17 SEPTEMBER 2015
  59. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR: FRIDAY, 18 SEPTEMBER 2015
  60. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE: FIVE WEEKS LATER
  61. MONDAY, 7 SEPTEMBER 2015
  62. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Diana thrusts her hands into the thick mane around the dog’s neck and gives it a vigorous rub, smiling sadly. ‘This is Hugo. He’s old and blind and generally out of sorts these days.’

Diana is younger than her husband, perhaps in her late forties. Fine-boned, her tiny frame swims in a long tartan coat. Her luminous skin spruiks the benefits of sunscreen and expensive treatments. Thin gold chains loop delicately around both wrists, and tiny pearls hang from her ears. She seems upset but determined, reminding Oli of an abuse victim ready to talk.

‘Hi, Hugo.’ Oli digs her fingers into the dog’s fur. ‘Does your husband know you’re here?’

‘No, he doesn’t.’ Diana looks back at the playground, loosens her hair from its clasp. It swings around her face, and Oli smells her perfume.

‘Are you in danger?’ Oli asks quietly.

‘Ha!’ The sound is bitter. ‘Danger? No, I’m not in any danger. I just think I’ve been an idiot all this time.’ She hesitates, glances at Oli. ‘But I guess we are all the sum of the decisions we make.’

‘None of this has to be on the record, Diana. Right now I just want to understand what really happened that night on Paradise Street. Because I think it’s still happening.’ Oli hopes she doesn’t sound crazy; the last thing she wants is to scare Diana away.

The woman nods, her eyes glassy. ‘I think you’re right.’

‘What was Julian really doing there?’

‘We were going to pay her, you know,’ Diana says. ‘That’s how desperate we were.’

Oli doesn’t understand. ‘Pay who?’

‘We couldn’t have children. Well, I couldn’t anyway. We’d tried everything—IVF, natural remedies. Even adoption. But there were so many hoops to jump through, and in the end we decided we wanted a biological link to the child. It was tearing us apart. I was a mess, and Julian was beside himself. My husband is a fixer, you see, but he couldn’t fix this. It is very strange to grieve something you never had, but that’s what I did. I was in mourning.’

‘I understand.’

Diana looks at Oli. ‘Maybe you do. And in a way, maybe it was worse for Julian. The issue was mine, but he felt helpless.’ She adjusts her wedding ring. ‘I could actually hear a giant clock ticking. It followed me around, every waking minute.’ With a laugh, she adds, ‘Probably sounds completely insane.’

‘No, it doesn’t,’ Oli murmurs. ‘Not at all.’