“It hurts,” she said again. She pressed a fist over her heart. “In here. What Selena did, she did knowingly, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t hurt her to break our creed. We’re all going to dance on a knife’s edge until this war is over, and some of us will be cut to the bone. We needed to forget that for a little while. Selena most of all.”

“I understand.” He got her settled, tucked a quilt around her, and kissed her the same way he would have kissed Brooke—comfort and love. “Get some sleep.”

When he stepped back into the hallway, he saw Donovan leaning against the wall, waiting for him.

“At least they’re cheerful when they’re tipsy,” Donovan said.

Liam rubbed his hands over his face. “I wish we’d joined them.”

“Are you going to tell them what Varden said?”

Tell the Huntress. That’s what Donovan really meant.

“Tomorrow,” Liam said. “We’ve all dealt with enough today.” He walked to the stairs, feeling much older than he’d felt that morning.

Chapter 28

waxing moon

Stop, Minstrel.”

The horse has more brains than I do today, Aiden thought as Minstrel moved out of the line of horses to avoid bringing all the huntsmen behind him to a stop.

“Aiden?”

It was worry that made Lyrra’s voice sound sharp as she maneuvered her horse out of the line to join him. Or, perhaps, it was his own fretfulness and embarrassment that made him hear sharpness where there was none. It wasn’t easy for a man to be dependent on someone else to feed him and help him take care of natural functions.

He couldn’t use his hands. The Clan healer had lightly wrapped them in gauze that morning to protect them, but now the bandages felt too tight.

“Aiden?” Lyrra said as she brought her mare alongside Minstrel. “What’s wrong?”

“The bandages are too tight. I have to get them off. Please, Lyrra.”

Sheridan and Morphia rode back to join them.

“What’s wrong?” Sheridan demanded.

“Aiden says the bandages are too tight,” Lyrra replied. “I think he needs to rest.”

I’m not a child. I can speak for myself. But he felt like a child for whom the adults had to slow their pace. Wasn’t that why Ashk had left with some of the huntsmen early that morning? She planned to pass through two Clan territories before going down a shining road and riding on to deliver Padrick’s letter to one of the midland barons whose county bordered the southern part of Sylvalan. The rest of them, led by Sheridan, were to travel at an easier pace, go down the same shining road, and find a place to camp in the Old Place that anchored that road.