Back The House of Ashes
Chapters (45)
  1. Fire
  2. 1: Sara
  3. 2: Mary
  4. 3: Sara
  5. 4: Mary
  6. 5: Sara
  7. 6: Mary
  8. 7: Sara
  9. 8: Esther
  10. 9: Mary
  11. 10: Sara
  12. 11: Esther
  13. 12: Mary
  14. 13: Sara
  15. 14: Esther
  16. 15: Mary
  17. 16: Sara
  18. 17: Esther
  19. 18: Mary
  20. 19: Sara
  21. 20: Esther
  22. 21: Mary
  23. 22: Sara
  24. 23: Esther
  25. 24: Mary
  26. 25: Sara
  27. 26: Mary
  28. 27: Joy
  29. 28: Sara
  30. 29: Joy
  31. 30: Mary
  32. 31: Sara
  33. 32: Joy
  34. 33: Mary
  35. 34: Sara
  36. 35: Joy
  37. 36: Mary
  38. 37: Sara
  39. 38: Joy
  40. 39: Mary
  41. 40: Sara
  42. 41: Joy
  43. 42: Mary
  44. 43: Sara
  45. Acknowledgments

“What do you want?” she said, her voice cracking.

The child stepped back into the darkness, became one with it, but Sara knew she remained there, waiting. Sara got to her feet, used the island for support as she walked to the rear of the kitchen, seeking the child in the dark corners of the back hall. She stepped through, saw the child slip into the extension, keeping to the dim pools as the first hints of light crept through the glass of the patio doors. Following, careful where she placed her feet, she searched the shadows for the girl, found her crouching by a row of cement bags, propped against the wall. On top of them, a large chisel, and a mallet.

Sara looked at them for a time, one idea chasing another through her mind, until she understood. She went to the bags, lifted the chisel in her left hand, felt the heft of it. This was not the tool of a woodworker, not made for carving and shaping. It was heavy, and its blade was wide and stout. This was made for breaking concrete and splitting stone. A masonry chisel, she thought it was called. She lifted the mallet in her right hand, and it was heavier still.

A good blow from the chisel would shatter the glass of the patio doors and set her free. And then what? She could walk to the village and get help. Maybe knock on the door of Buchanan’s Grocers, just like Mary had done sixty years or so before.

She realised then that the small girl, or the shadow of her, no longer crouched by the cement bags. Sara turned in a circle, searching for her. She found the girl in the doorway leading into the back hall, and the kitchen beyond. The shadow-child stared back at her for a moment, then retreated.

Sara followed, entering the hall, seeing the child merge into the light and shade of the kitchen. And the boy there, over by the fireplace, guarding the stains, waiting for her. She entered the kitchen, its deep blue turning to grey as the birds outside awoke and began their morning songs.

In the half-light, the stains appeared quite black against the deep grey of the stone. Sara knelt down beside them, let the chisel and mallet drop to the floor. She felt their weight through her knees as they impacted the surface. Her fingers traced the rough grout between the flagstones, her nails scratching at the coarse borders.