Chapters (42)
He no longer had a key for the front door—he’d tossed it off the edge of the Rio Grande Gorge in his own private exorcising ritual several years back—but he knew where his parents had kept a spare, and sure enough, Kristen had continued the tradition. It was on the top of the porch light, just behind the lip edge, and he felt around up there until his fingers found the dusty object.
Once again, he considered turning back, leaving, but he reminded himself that he was not doing this for his own peace of mind, he was doing it for Kristen. He had failed her, and if he was a little uncomfortable at the moment, well, that was just too damn bad. She’d put up with a hell of a lot worse, and it was the least he could do.
The chill in his body intensified as he opened the door and walked inside the house. It was exactly as he’d remembered. Kristen had not altered even the arrangement of the pictures on the walls. Everything was untouched: furniture in place, throw rugs unmoved. It took his breath away, this sudden wholesale immersion in the past, and he stood there for a moment, stunned. The heavy wood, the dark walls and floor and ceiling, all seemed horribly oppressive to him, a reminder of his childhood, and he wondered how his sister had put up with it. Could she have possibly found this atmosphere pleasant? Comforting?
The thought of Kristen living in this unchanging house, all alone, tugged at his heart, and his fear abated somewhat, replaced by an aching sense of loss.
Why hadn’t he come back earlier?
Why hadn’t he taken her away from this?
He walked slowly forward. To his left, out of the corner of his eye, he saw something out of place in the front sitting room, and he turned in that direction, the blood freezing in his veins even before he recognized what he saw.
Billings.
Sitting in his father’s high-backed smoking chair.
As he’d feared, as he’d known, the assistant had not changed at all.
Billings smiled. “Welcome back, Mark. I’ve been waiting for you.”
ELEVEN
Daniel
It was raining, a heavy fall Pennsylvania rain that drew a curtain over the city and blurred even the houses across the street into indistinct shadows of gray. The snow would be coming soon, and Daniel knew that as tough as it was trying to find a job in good weather, it was absolute hell in the winter. He might as well just write off the next five months and hibernate until spring.