He sat for a few moments on the bed, looking around, taking it all in, then rummaged through the cigar box and the drawers of the desk, picking up and touching objects with which he was intimately familiar but had neither seen nor thought about for many decades.

It depressed him, being in this room again, made him sad. The fear was still there, constant beneath his other layers of feeling, but he also felt pensive and melancholic. Being here reminded him of what he’d thought as a child, what he’d planned, and the realization that the future he’d been so eagerly awaiting had already passed left him somewhat heavy-hearted. For the first time in his life, he truly felt his age.

He walked to the window, looked out. It was still dark out, but it wasn’t night. There were no stars, no moon, no town lights or road lights. It was as black as if the window glass had been painted, but the darkness had depth, and he knew there was a world outside the window.

He just wasn’t sure he wanted to know what that world was.

Sighing, he turned away. He felt dirty, filthy from both the long trip and the cold-sweat stress of everything he’d experienced since, and although the bathroom, if he remembered correctly, was halfway down the hall, he decided to take a shower before bed. He’d brought no robe, though, no pajamas, and his extra clothes were still in the car. Strange. He’d always intended to stay overnight in Oakdale, maybe stay several nights, and he had no explanation for why he had not packed appropriately.

That was not like him.

He found it worrisome.

He decided to simply walk down the hall, take his shower, put his clothes back on afterward, and then sleep in his underwear and wear the clothes again tomorrow. He considered calling for Billingson, asking for a towel and washcloth, but he didn’t relish the idea of seeing the hired hand again, and he figured he’d check the bathroom first, see if he couldn’t find what he needed on his own.

He took off his shoes and his belt, emptied the contents of his pockets on the nightstand. He heard no noise from any of the other rooms as he walked down the hall, but the silence was more unnerving than sound would have been, and he considered calling off the shower and retreating to his bedroom, hiding until morning. The hallway was dark, the silence unnerving and oppressive, but he wasn’t about to be intimidated by the House or anything in it. He might feel fear, but he wouldn’t show it, and he purposely kept his gait as easy and natural as he could.