There was something about the matter-of-fact tone in the girl’s voice that scared the shit out of him, and he ran out of the bathroom and down the long hallway. He wanted to go into his bedroom, get his clothes, get dressed, but he was afraid to do so, afraid she might be able to sneak in there as easily as she’d entered the bathroom, so he ran downstairs, still covering himself with the towel. His parents had remained at the dinner table, and when his mother looked up in surprise and he saw the mingled expression of concern, worry, and fear cross her face, he burst into tears. He had not cried in a long time—crying was for babies—but he was crying now, and she stood up and allowed him to hug her, and he kept repeating, “I don’t want you to die!”

“I’m not going to die,” she told him. But her voice was not as reassuring as it should have been, and it only made him cry harder.

Afterward, he was embarrassed. He should not have been—there were more important things at stake here than embarrassment—but that was the way he felt, and although he told his parents he’d been scared upstairs, in the bathroom, he did not tell them why or what had really happened. Still, he made them accompany him back up, hoping that Doneen would still be there, and made his father search his bedroom closets and the other rooms off the hallway before putting on his pajamas and telling them to go downstairs, he was all right.

It was the crying that had embarrassed him the most, and he thought that if he had not burst into tears like a little girl, he might have been able to broach the subject of the servant’s daughter and what she’d said. But he’d been naked and crying into his mother’s blouse, and he could not bring himself to compound that humiliation with the admission of what must seem like a lunatic fear—no matter how serious the consequences might be.

He would just have to stay alert, keep an eye on his mother, make sure nothing happened.

He stopped playing outside, stopped going places with his friends. He told them that he was grounded, that his parents would not let him go out. He told his mother that Jim’s and Paul’s families had gone on vacation and that Madson was grounded.

And he stayed in the house.

Stayed near his mother.

He still avoided Billingsly as much as possible, but he did not have to make an effort to stay away from Doneen. Either her father or his parents had talked to her, or she had decided on her own to keep her distance, and he saw only occasional glimpses of her in hallways or rooms or outside in the yard, and that was fine by him.