Back The Hotel on Mulberry Bay
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Melissa Hill
  4. Title page
  5. Copyright page
  6. Dedication page
  7. Prologue
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Chapter 9
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Chapter 14
  22. Chapter 15
  23. Chapter 16
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Chapter 24
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Chapter 26
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Epilogue
  56. Acknowledgements

They didn’t talk much as she drove. Rob just stroked the dogs and watched Elle. It was a relief, after all this time of not seeing her, to be able to watch her freely.

Her long pale hands gripped the steering wheel, the veins like blue lines on a map underneath her skin. Her hair fell in front of her face and she brushed it away. He wished he could reach out and touch it, to confirm that was what he had felt against his face when he was unconscious.

Eventually, when Rob confessed he was feeling weak with hunger, they drove back towards town and stopped at the chipper for sustenance. Then they drove to a lookout over the beach, one of their old haunts.

‘This is heaven,’ said Rob, launching into his battered cod. ‘The first real food I’ve had in weeks. Good old Johnny Chips.’

When they were finished eating they went down onto the strand for a walk. The water was rougher at this part of the beach than up at the hotel and the shore stonier, and they could feel drops against their cheeks when the waves slammed onto the rocks. The dogs ran ahead and then hurried back just as quickly, as if they were afraid to let Rob out of their sight again.

‘I’m sorry I didn’t come and visit you, Rob,’ she said eventually.

‘But you did.’

She blushed. ‘But that was . . . it was different. I should have come and apologised to you when you were awake. It didn’t do any use while you were sleeping.’

‘Apologise?’

‘For the roof,’ she said. ‘For working you so hard. It was my fault that you crashed your car.’

He laughed. ‘That’s why you want to apologise?’

She nodded. ‘I feel so awful. It was my insistence that the roof be finished on time and anyone could see that you were working yourself to death.’

‘Forget about it,’ he said. ‘It wasn’t your fault.’

He felt cheated. All along he had nursed some small hope that Elle had come to him because she realised she loved him, but it was nothing of the sort. She just felt guilty about something that wasn’t her fault at all.

They walked along in silence and he felt that once again they were haunted by misunderstandings. He tried again: ‘Why are you running away, Elle?’

‘I just can’t do it,’ she said after a pause. ‘I could save the hotel for us and I could renovate it, but I can’t do what Mum did. I’ve got no way with people and that’s what visitors come for – from near or far. It won’t matter if we serve the best food, have the most beautiful rooms, the prettiest garden. I can’t be as constant and wonderful as she was.’

‘Has anyone actually said to you that you need to be the new Anna?’