Contents ( 114)
- THE HOLLOW SERIES BOOKS 1–4
- Contents
- Dedication
- Contents
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Acknowledgements
- THE GOOD, THE BAD,
- AND THE UNDEAD
- Dedication
- Contents
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Acknowledgements
- Dedication
- Contents
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- A FISTFUL OF CHARMS
- Also by the Author
- About the Author
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
Ivy blinked. Slowly she sat on the edge of the couch, her elbows on her knees and her forehead cupped in the cradle of her hands. Her thin body looked vulnerable in the light from the three candles on the table. Crap. It suddenly occurred to me that not only did she want a closer relationship with me, but that Kisten was her old boyfriend. “Ivy? Are you okay?”
“No.”
I cautiously sat on the chair across from her, the corner of the table between us. By any standards, this was a complete shitfest. I cursed silently, then reached out. “Ivy. God, this is awkward.”
She jumped at the weight of my hand on her arm, looking up with frighteningly dry eyes. I pulled back, laying my hand like a dead thing in my lap. I knew I shouldn’t touch her when she wanted more. But to sit and do nothing was so cold.
“It just kind of happened.”
Ivy touched her lip to see that it had stopped bleeding. “It was just sex? You didn’t give him your blood?”
The vulnerability in her voice struck me. My head bobbed. I felt like a doll, my eyes wide and my thoughts empty. “I’m sorry,” I said. “I didn’t think you and Kisten …” I hesitated. This wasn’t about the sex, but the blood she thought I had given him. “I didn’t think you and Kisten had a formal relationship anymore,” I fumbled, unsure if I was putting it right.
“I don’t share blood with Kisten but for the rare occasion when he’s been dumped and needs some TLC,” she said, her gray silk voice soft. Still she wouldn’t look up. “Blood is not sex, Rachel. It’s a way to show you care for someone. A way to show … you love them.”
It was barely a whisper. My breath grew fast. I felt we were balanced on a knife’s edge, and it scared the crap out of me. “How can you say sex isn’t blood, when you’ll have sex with anyone?” I said, adrenaline making my voice harsher than I intended. “Good God, Ivy, when was the last time you had sex without blood?”
Only now did she bring her head up, shocking me with the fear in her eyes. She was afraid, and not because she thought I’d given my blood to Kisten. She was afraid of the answers I was demanding. I don’t think she had faced them before, even in the chaos her desires had left her in. I felt hot, then cold. Pulling my knees to my chin, I tucked my bare heels against me.
“Okay,” she said with the last of her exhaled breath, and I knew the next thing she said would be stark honesty. “You have a good point. I usually include blood with sex. I like it that way. It’s a rush. Rachel, if you would only …” she said, her hands coming up from her knees.
I felt myself pale. I shook my head, and she changed her mind about what she was going to say. She seemed to deflate, all the tension pooling out of her. “Rachel, it’s not the same,” she finished weakly, brown eyes pleading.