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Chapters (36)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Acknowledgements
  33. About the Author
  34. Letter from Author
  35. Reading Group Questions
  36. Extract from The Wayward Girls

Gina surrendered the book. ‘If you must.’

When she was little, Kym would beg to be allowed to look in her gran’s photo albums, with no idea that it was unusual for the smiling young man in the vivid snapshots to feel as absent, as far removed as the stiff figures in their uniforms, as the great great grandparents in their Victorian finery. Then, they had all been part of the same story.

Now, of course, she knew to tread carefully.

She started with the school photos, nursery, primary, then secondary school – the same boy growing up with the turn of a page. She didn’t look much like him, although sometimes she thought they had the same eyes, pale blue, the iris ringed with grey. His hair was dark, like his own father, hers was darker, and had come out of a bottle. ‘Handsome lad,’ she said as she usually did at this point.

‘And he knew it,’ said Gina. The photos on the next page were more informal and seemed to have been taken by a variety of people over the period of maybe a couple of years. Kym had never asked, but she assumed this had all been put together by her gran afterwards. Maybe she had asked family and friends to contribute; and in some he was almost edged out of the frame, or looking away from the lens. In one or two he was blurred as if startled by the instruction to smile.

The photos on the final page featured her dad and her mother, Kate; tight jeans and baggy T-shirts, all long hair and eyeliner. When she was younger, Kym had thought it romantic, the way they leant into each other in the pictures, holding hands, her sitting in his lap. Now she’s almost embarrassed – they couldn’t keep their hands off each other.

She’s glad of the last picture, though – taken when Kate was hugely pregnant with Kym herself. Because you can see it in the dopey expression on their faces – it hadn’t mattered that they weren’t married. It hadn’t mattered that they weren’t much more than kids themselves – they had been in love, they had been happy.

‘What’s brought all this on, then?’ Kym asked, still gazing at the picture of her mother, self-consciously resting one hand on her baby bump, and so terribly, terrifyingly young.

‘Nothing much.’ Gina retrieved the album and closed it gently. ‘I was just – thinking, that’s all.’

‘Am I like him?’ Kym had asked this question before too.

‘I don’t know,’ said Gina. ‘There are times when I think I barely got to know him.’

Kym stood and went to the window, they couldn’t see the Wilson’s house from here, but they had a view of Elder House, side on to them, forcing itself up against the cliff, trapped in the shade.