Chapters (56)
- Cover
- Dedication
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- Acknowledgements
- ‘The Survivors’ Ad
- ‘The Betrayal’ Ad
- ‘The Liberation’ Ad
- Copyright
How the hell did he know that? I looked around me quickly but I could see no one taking any interest in me. I made no comment.
The voice continued calmly. ‘Remain where you are.’
‘What are you planning to do? He is in danger and needs—’
The line went dead.
My finger shook as I dialled the number again. And again. And again.
No answer. I stood there. Like a fool. Minute after minute ticked past before I realised the quiet voice was not going to ring me back. Nor was he coming to get me. Remain where you are, he said. Not to keep me safe. To keep me out of the way.
I pulled the hood of the cape tight over my head and forced my legs to start running for the door.
CHAPTER FOUR
‘Where is he?’
‘Who?’
I leaned over the old man in the hospital bed, so he would see me clearly, see what lay in my eyes. He was all bones and thin wisps of hair. ‘The patient who was in the next bed,’ I said. ‘He has gone.’
‘Yes, they took him.’
‘Who took him? Nurses?’
‘Two orderlies. In white coats.’
‘How? In a wheelchair?’
‘No, my dear, on a trolley.’
‘What did the orderlies look like?’
The thin bones shrugged under the sheet. ‘Ordinary men, brown hair, ordinary nose, mouth and eyes. Nothing to remember.’ His papery face creased into a smile.
‘Did they speak?’
‘To the man in the bed, yes.’
‘Did they speak in French?’
‘Yes. But in low voices. My old ears aren’t as good as they used to be. Shouldn’t you be in bed, young lady? You look worse than I feel.’
I conjured up a smile and stuck it on my face. ‘I’m okay, thanks. Did the man in the bed go willingly?’
‘Oh, yes.’
Air rushed out of me with relief. I stepped over to the empty bed and I placed my hand on the pillow, where my brother’s damaged head had lain, seeking even a trace of him, the faintest echo. I had made an unforgivable mistake. I had turned right instead of left. And now he was paying for it. I laid my head on the pillow and waited.
*
When they came I was seated on a chair at the old man’s bedside, reading to him from Le Monde newspaper. An article about our latest victory in the Indochina War in Vietnam. News of a victory always went down well, especially when the government was in a frantic tail-spin.