She and another girl stepped off the sidewalk to move around the slower children and Danny smiled when the other girl passed a furtive cigarette to Nora and she cupped it in her hand and took a quick puff.

He thought of stepping out of the doorway and calling to her. He pictured himself reflected in her eyes, his eyes swimming with booze and uncertainty. Where others saw bravery, she would see cowardice.

And she’d be right.

Where others saw a tall, strong man, she’d see a weak child.

And she’d be right.

So he stayed in the doorway. He stayed there and fingered the bear’s-eye button in his pants pocket until she was lost in the crowd heading up Dover Street. And he hated himself and hated her, too, for the ruin they’d made of each other.

CHAPTER two

Luther lost his job at the munitions factory in September. Came in to do a day’s work, found a yellow slip of paper taped to his workbench. It was a Wednesday, and as had become his habit during the week, he’d left his tool bag underneath the bench the night before, each tool tightly wrapped in oilcloth and placed one beside the other. They were his own tools, not the company’s, given to him by his Uncle Cornelius, the old man gone blind before his time. When Luther was a boy, Cornelius would sit on the porch and take a small bottle of oil from the overalls he wore whether it was a hundred in the shade or there was frost on the woodpile, and he’d wipe down his tool set, knowing each one by touch and explaining to Luther how that wasn’t no crescent wrench, boy, was a monkey wrench, get it straight, and how any man didn’t know the difference by touch alone ought just use the monkey wrench, ’cause a monkey what he be. He took to teaching Luther his tools the way he knew them himself. He’d blindfold the boy, Luther giggling on the hot porch, and then he’d hand him a bolt, make him match it to the box points of a socket, make him do it over and over until the blindfold wasn’t fun no more, was stinging Luther’s eyes with his own sweat. But over time, Luther’s hands began to see and smell and taste things to the point where he sometimes suspected his fingers saw colors before his eyes did. Probably why he’d never bobbled a baseball in his life.

Never cut himself on the job neither. Never mashed no thumb working the drill press, never sliced his flesh on a propeller blade by gripping the wrong edge when he went to lift it. And all the while, his eyes remained somewhere else, looking at the tin walls, smelling the world on the other side, knowing someday he’d be out in it, way out in it, and it would be wide.

The yellow slip of paper said “See Bill,” and that was all, but Luther felt something in those words that made him reach below his bench and pick up the beat-on leather tool bag and carry it with him as he crossed the work floor toward the shift supervisor’s office. He was holding it in his hand when he stood before Bill Hackman’s desk, and Bill, sad-eyed and sighing all the time, and not so bad for white folk, said, “Luther, we got to let you go.”