Back The Genesis of Misery
Chapters (55)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. PART ONE THE CAPITAL
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. INTERLUDE 1
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. INTERLUDE 2
  11. CHAPTER 5
  12. CHAPTER 6
  13. INTERLUDE 3
  14. CHAPTER 7
  15. PART TWO ANGELSTEETH BASE
  16. CHAPTER 8
  17. CHAPTER 9
  18. INTERLUDE 4
  19. CHAPTER 10
  20. CHAPTER 11
  21. CHAPTER 12
  22. CHAPTER 13
  23. CHAPTER 14
  24. INTERLUDE 5
  25. CHAPTER 15
  26. CHAPTER 16
  27. CHAPTER 17
  28. CHAPTER 18
  29. CHAPTER 19
  30. INTERLUDE 6
  31. CHAPTER 20
  32. CHAPTER 21
  33. CHAPTER 22
  34. INTERLUDE 7
  35. PART THREE THE SIEGE OF MONKGLASS
  36. CHAPTER 23
  37. CHAPTER 24
  38. CHAPTER 25
  39. CHAPTER 26
  40. CHAPTER 27
  41. CHAPTER 28
  42. CHAPTER 29
  43. INTERLUDE 8
  44. CHAPTER 30
  45. CHAPTER 31
  46. INTERLUDE 9
  47. CHAPTER 32
  48. CHAPTER 33
  49. INTERLUDE 10
  50. CHAPTER 34
  51. CODA
  52. EPILOGUE
  53. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  54. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  55. Newsletter Sign-up

Very briefly Misery considers telling the doctor her truth. That she too knows the horror of watching a family member go to pieces, and surviving to remember the scene. Knows the heat and violence of the moment, and the long nightmares after. A moment of binding, shared solidarity. But she knows nothing of Dr. Sower except that she likes to talk and is too free with her life story. So she stays silent. She hates that she likes the doctor better because of this, though. The two of them just bits in a great machine that shuffles them around, small prey to its whims.

No. This will not be Misery’s fate. She won’t sit docile like the doctor does.

Dr. Sower taps her on the shoulder. “All right. You’re done.”

“Really?” When? Misery missed the point of insertion. She doesn’t feel any different. She sits up, searches the back of her head for metal, for a scar, anything. “You’re joking.”

“Ye of little faith.” Dr. Sower fishes a slender tube out of a pneumatic closet, a finger-length thing that’s half electronics, half holy tigerseye. It floats as she draws a yellow screen out of it. “Do you see the censer?”

A circle blinks in the middle of that translucent diamond, spiked with a crossbar. “You mean this?”

“That is it. The implant’s working. It’s in. Hooked up to your nervous system like it should. No problems.”

Misery rejects this message. She should know if someone messes with her brain. Yet this realignment of her brain happened without the seismic jolt she expected. Not a pinprick of pain or discomfort. Can such a change to her body occur without her notice? It feels violating in ways she cannot articulate.

Dr. Sower carries on, oblivious to Misery’s discomfort. She says, of the censer on the screen: “All right, try to move it.”

Move it how? Misery’s brow furrows as she tries to shift the pixels with her mind. Nothing happens. Perhaps the implant didn’t take after all?

The doctor laughs. “With your finger, genius.”

Stung by embarrassment, Misery scowls and contemplates storming out. The doctor’s easy capitulation to the circumstances of her life is risible, and she doesn’t have to accept this humiliation. But it’s too early to rock the boat. Misery lets her resentment sink and sediment in the pit of her belly. She lets the doctor guide her through the controls: opening things, closing things, summoning things, inputting data. Dr. Sower fusses her through the steps like she’s a child new to walking. It’s fine. Her skin’s pretty thick, she can take it.

Dr. Sower steps back. “There you go. Ready for your new life. The implants will link with anything electronic around the station.” She chuckles. “Sometimes I wish I never got wired as a child. I envy you late adopters, getting to experience a whole new world for the first time.”