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Chapters (55)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. PART ONE THE CAPITAL
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. INTERLUDE 1
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. INTERLUDE 2
  11. CHAPTER 5
  12. CHAPTER 6
  13. INTERLUDE 3
  14. CHAPTER 7
  15. PART TWO ANGELSTEETH BASE
  16. CHAPTER 8
  17. CHAPTER 9
  18. INTERLUDE 4
  19. CHAPTER 10
  20. CHAPTER 11
  21. CHAPTER 12
  22. CHAPTER 13
  23. CHAPTER 14
  24. INTERLUDE 5
  25. CHAPTER 15
  26. CHAPTER 16
  27. CHAPTER 17
  28. CHAPTER 18
  29. CHAPTER 19
  30. INTERLUDE 6
  31. CHAPTER 20
  32. CHAPTER 21
  33. CHAPTER 22
  34. INTERLUDE 7
  35. PART THREE THE SIEGE OF MONKGLASS
  36. CHAPTER 23
  37. CHAPTER 24
  38. CHAPTER 25
  39. CHAPTER 26
  40. CHAPTER 27
  41. CHAPTER 28
  42. CHAPTER 29
  43. INTERLUDE 8
  44. CHAPTER 30
  45. CHAPTER 31
  46. INTERLUDE 9
  47. CHAPTER 32
  48. CHAPTER 33
  49. INTERLUDE 10
  50. CHAPTER 34
  51. CODA
  52. EPILOGUE
  53. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  54. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  55. Newsletter Sign-up

He folds his hands before him, a paragon of peace and calm. No wonder she likes being here. A false sense of refuge from the sharp edges of the world. She says: “I found it, the archangel mech I’m supposed to pilot. The reason I was brought here all along.”

“I see.”

Misery scrutinizes Jericho. Now that her mind has been enlightened she sees him clearly for what he is: the true nullvoid that has lived within her all these years. Her mother’s dark gift to her. She shouldn’t allow herself to linger in the embrace of her delusions. But her dreams keep drawing her here, and that has to be a sign. All her life she has feared the taint of her mother’s legacy. She ran from the specter of voidsickness that lives in her blood. She watched delusions shred her mother’s mind until there was nothing left of her, and thought she would prefer death if the voidsickness came for her. Misery’s life has orbited this phobia for as long as she’s had memory and the architecture of her soul was shaped by its gravity, an accretion disk surrounding this singular terror.

But things have changed. Held in the protective grip of the Larex Forge, she knows she can no longer be hurt by the nullvoid. This gentle delusion can do her no harm. How soft it is here, how perfectly beautiful. She has no fear. As long as she acknowledges the hallucinatory nature of her dreams, she has control over what they can do to her. And what they can’t. She holds all the power. The Demiurge is showing her the way, breaking down the rock and ice of her and releasing her from dread, shaping her into the mighty shield she can be.

“I know what you are,” she says to Jericho. “It’s all right. You don’t have to pretend.”

The delusion’s brows crinkle. “And what, precisely, do you think I am?”

“A mirage. The nullvoid working through me, sucking up my wants and spitting out something that can lead me astray. Something to whiteout my focus and motivation, to drive me to madness and distraction.”

“A distraction, you say?”

“It won’t work, though. I can see through you. And you’re a nice delusion. But I know my mission and my duty.”

Jericho looks slightly baffled for a moment. Then he bursts into laughter. “That’s sweet, Misery. You think I’m the man of your dreams.”

She likes the way his face crinkles with joy. “You’re not too bad. I could do worse.”

He shakes his head. “Why are you still here, then? If you know that I am a delusion, would it not be easier to simply walk away? To resist the temptation?”