Chapters (80)
- Cover
- Dedication
- INTROIT: KYRIE ELEISON
- QUID SOM, MISER! TUNC DICTCIRCIS?
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- GUARENS ME, SEDISTI LASSOS
- Chapter 8
- OFFERTORIUM
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- AGNUS DEI
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- LACRIMOSA DIES ILLA!
- Chapter 61
- HOSTIAS ET PRECES TIBI, LAODIS OFFERIMUS
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- DIES IRAE
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- AGNUS DEI
- Acknowledgments
"You could turn on the tube."
"What channel?" Reuben asked, kneeling before the television.
"Find me that show where everybody argues about the news. Take my mind away."
Reuben found the Worldwide News Network and waddled back, still crouched, hands dangling between his knees.
"You know, you don't have to hang around to keep me happy," his father said. "I'm working out Bea's death. I'm getting it straight in my head. I'll live."
Reuben smiled over his shoulder. "Where would I go?" he asked. But he knew he'd be leaving soon. There were necessary things to do. He had to carry what was in his coat pocket; he had to find the person that something was for. He had been given memories of a voice, a distinct English accent, but little more.
He leaned back against his father's knees and listened as the hosts of Freefire squared off against each other, bristling even as they announced their guest. The young liberal's stiffly formal visage seemed to soften.
"He's acted as advisor to the President on the Death Valley spaceship, and he's well known in scientific and journalistic circles. He's had over forty books published, including his recent prophetic novel, Starhome, a scientific romance about first contact. His name is Trevor Hicks, and he's a native of Great Britain."
"Citizen of the world, anymore, actually," Hicks said.
Reuben stiffened.
Voice.
I’d take them home to meet my mum. My mother.
"That's him," he said.
"Who?"
Reuben shook his head. "Where is he?"
"They're in Washington, like always," his father said.
"—Mr. Hicks, are we to understand that it was you who first advised President Crockerman to reason with these invaders?" the eager-faced conservative asked.
"Not at all," Hicks said.
Reuben's brow furrowed with the intensity of his concentration. That's the one. He's Trevor Hicks. His name, his voice.
"Then what did you tell the President?"
"Gentlemen, the President would not have listened to me no matter what I said. He hoped for a sympathetic ear, and I tried to provide that, but I am as adamantly opposed to his policy regarding the spacecraft as I imagine you are, Mr. . . . Mr. ..."
"What do you recommend we do with the spacecraft? Should we destroy it?"
"I doubt that we could, actually."
"So you do hold defeatist views—"
Reuben trembled with excitement. Washington, D.C. He had enough money saved to go there. Big town, though. Where would Trevor Hicks be in Washington, D.C.?
He listened closely, hoping to pick up clues. By the end of the show, he had a fair idea where to begin.
The next morning, at dawn, Reuben stood in the door to his parents', his father's, bedroom. His father stared at him from the bed, blinking at the orange hall light behind his son's silhouette.
“I’ve got to leave now, Pop."
"So sudden?"
Reuben nodded. "It's important."
"Got a job?"
Reuben hesitated, then nodded again.
"You'll call?"
"Of course I'll call," Reuben said.