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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Epilogue
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  38. About the Author
  39. About the Book
  40. Behind the Book
  41. Praise for Sonali Dev and the Raje Series!
  42. Also by Sonali Dev
  43. About the Publisher

“They do not hate you.”

“Let’s carry on.”

His eyes lit up as though he’d already convinced her. He seriously needed to learn the fine art of not jumping the gun.

“Gladly.” He stuck out his counting fingers again. “Three, you’re easy to talk to, Knightlina. I like talking to you. Talking to you is as much fun as having my thigh jacked—sorry, jilled—off upon.”

“Can I stop you there for one moment and mention that if you say ‘jill off’ one more time, I’m going to punch you?”

“See, you have no problem telling me exactly what you want. We communicate communicate communicate. Keep those channels open while we”—he wiggled his brows—“explore other channels.”

“Vansh! I do not believe you just said that.”

He blew on his knuckles. “I live to amuse you, m’lady. And the last one is the easiest. Four, sex is sex. We keep it separate from the rest of it.”

“And how, pray tell, do we do that?”

“Easy. We stay focused. We admit how badly we want each other. I mean, we already know this is about us not wanting to keep our hands off each other.” Their hands were inches apart on the bright yellow linen of the couch, and he was not wrong, the tug was a tidal force. “It’s already out there in the open. Nothing to hide, nothing to prove.”

Except nothing was ever that easy. How could anything possibly be as easy as it felt with him?

This was Vansh. Vansh.

“How old were you at Nisha’s wedding?” Those were the first words that popped into her head. The only response that felt like it might derail him, shut off where her own brain was going.

It made her withdraw into herself and pull away from him.

His hand followed hers as she pulled away. How does it matter? That was the question in his eyes, but he didn’t ask it. “Sixteen,” he said simply.

I don’t remember you at all, she wanted to say. Because she didn’t. All she remembered from back then was anger. Rage. The constant sense that she wanted to break something but didn’t know how to.

“I don’t even remember being sixteen. Actually, that’s a lie. I do remember. When I was sixteen my father sat me down and let me know that I was not permitted to date. Not ever. That no daughter of his would be a whore. That as soon as I had a degree, I’d be getting married. That was the first time I told him I was only interested in Yash.”

Every time she mentioned his brother, she had the urge to search his face. How could it feel this irrelevant that Yash was his brother? It wasn’t irrelevant. It couldn’t be.