Chapters (106)
- Introduction
- Prologue-1961...
- PART I: The Mystery of the Garden-Summer, 1937
- 1 Among the Elite
- 2 Conversation on the Lawn
- 3 Baron Heinrich von Dortmann
- 4 The Opportunist
- 5 The Estate von Dortmann
- 6 Silent Witness
- 7 Der Frühlingsgarten
- 8 The Mystery of the Garden
- 9 Inner Storms
- 10 Low Advancement
- PART II: The Mystery of the Kingdom-Midsummer, 1937
- 11 Guests in the Country
- 12 A Morning in the Garden
- 13 Woods and Countryside
- 14 House of Intrigue
- 15 Prayer for an Aging Saint
- 16 The Tour Continues
- 17 Old-Fashioned Farm Work
- 18 Change of Plans
- 19 A Visitor
- 20 The Invalid
- 21 The Mothers
- 22 Infiltrating the Brotherhood
- 23 Husband and Wife
- 24 Noises and Dungeons
- 25 The Hidden Passageway
- 26 Mystery of the Kingdom
- 27 A Father to Call Father
- PART III: The Mystery of the Fellowship-Fall, 1937
- 28 Finkenwalde
- 29 Private Scheme
- 30 A Most Difficult Question
- 31 A Fateful Call
- 32 Bonhoeffer at Lebenshaus
- 33 Curious Proceedings
- 34 Neighboring Visit
- 35 Suspicious Inquiry
- 36 Exchange of Letters
- 37 Fateful Decisions
- 38 Irregular Correspondence
- PART IV: The Mystery of the Dungeon-1939
- 39 Approach to Conflict
- 40 Frustrated Vendetta
- 41 Tightening the Squeeze
- 42 Another Invitation
- 43 The Party
- 44 Light and Darkness
- 45 Renewed Friendship
- 46 Outburst
- 47 A Talk on Anger
- 48 The Red of the Rose
- 49 The Three Parents
- 50 Corridors High and Low
- 51 In the Harvest Field
- 52 Old Eppie's Tale
- 53 The Coming of War
- 54 Heart-Wrenching Offer
- 55 Testimony of Urgency
- 56 Parting
- 57 Prayer for Direction
- 58 Clandestine Assignment
- PART V: The Mystery of Lebenshaus-1942
- 59 Darkness over the Land
- 60 Nighttime Vigil
- 61 Gestapo Schemes
- 62 Flight in the Night
- 63 Savage Search
- 64 Tomb of Safety
- 65 Night of Death
- 66 The Network
- 67 Reunion
- 68 Wilderness Wandering
- 69 Even the Petals Have Fragrance
- 70 A Morning in the Garden
- 71 Life at Lebenshaus
- 72 Clues Leading South
- 73 The Dungeon
- 74 Hidden Workroom
- PART VI: The Mystery of Sacrifice-1944
- 75 The House of Schmundt
- 76 The Holy Box
- 77 The Baron and the Rabbi
- 78 North Again!
- 79 Another Visit
- 80 Suspicions
- 81 A Stranger
- 82 The Three Girls
- 83 God's Handmaidens
- 84 Gustav Visits
- 85 Gustav Makes a Discovery
- 86 Somewhere in Poland
- 87 Heinrich and Marion
- 88 Last Night at Lebenshaus
- 89 Betrayal
- 90 The Passover Seder
- 91 Unpleasant Thoughts
- 92 The Communion Supper
- 93 Evil Approach
- 94 Angel of Death
- 95 Sacrifice
- 96 Freedom
- Epilogue
- Note on Dietrich Bonhoeffer
Sabina knew her father well. She knew now was the time for her to be silent and wait. Many things were revolving in his mind, and he would tell her when he was ready. If she became impatient, the thoughts now brewing within him might not reach fruition and she might never be privileged to hear them. She loved to see this process at work, and loved him a little more deeply every time she was thus able to drink of his wisdom.
She sat, regaining her breath, and waited.
The baron sat, also silent, peacefully, even reverently rubbing the kernels of wheat and rye between his hands and fingers, until in his palm rested a dozen or two tiny pieces of the green grain.
“In another month it will be golden and ready for the sickle,” he mused at length.
He tossed them about in his hand a moment, then put all but one in his pocket. That one he handed to Sabina.
“The mystery of life itself is in that one tiny grain. Do you know where, Sabina?”
“Inside, in the germ.”
“Yes, where men’s eyes cannot see it.”
He took it back, then carefully split it apart with the nail of his finger. “There, you see—the white pulp of the germ!”
He beheld it a moment, then tossed it in his mouth and ground it between his teeth.
“Oh, Papa!” laughed Sabina, “you love everything that grows, don’t you?”
“I am curious to find God’s life wherever it exists in everything!”
From his other pocket the baron pulled the egg he had carefully stored there after they had passed the henhouse on their walk. This he now handed to his daughter.
“And where is the life here?” he said.
“In the yolk. You taught me that years ago.”
He laughed. “Do you tire of my lessons, Sabina?”
“Never, Papa!”
“So then, what do all three have in common—the egg, the kernel of wheat, and the dirt?”
“They all contain life.”
“Hidden life!” rejoined the baron. “Life that is invisible except to those eyes that search for it—and therein lies the mystery!”
“But why, Papa?” asked Sabina. “I still do not see why it should be so.”
“Ah yes. The question of the ages, Sabina. I had not forgotten that you had asked it. That is the reason I took you on our little walk to find the wheat and the egg, as my way of getting around to an answer.”
He fell silent, then glanced slowly around at all the beauty of the garden around them.
“God’s ways are often curious, and full of mystery,” he said. “Why is it that he always seems to hide truth? There are many things about our Father I do not understand, Sabina, and that is one of them!