Chapters (106)
- Introduction
- Prologue-1961...
- PART I: The Mystery of the Garden-Summer, 1937
- 1 Among the Elite
- 2 Conversation on the Lawn
- 3 Baron Heinrich von Dortmann
- 4 The Opportunist
- 5 The Estate von Dortmann
- 6 Silent Witness
- 7 Der Frühlingsgarten
- 8 The Mystery of the Garden
- 9 Inner Storms
- 10 Low Advancement
- PART II: The Mystery of the Kingdom-Midsummer, 1937
- 11 Guests in the Country
- 12 A Morning in the Garden
- 13 Woods and Countryside
- 14 House of Intrigue
- 15 Prayer for an Aging Saint
- 16 The Tour Continues
- 17 Old-Fashioned Farm Work
- 18 Change of Plans
- 19 A Visitor
- 20 The Invalid
- 21 The Mothers
- 22 Infiltrating the Brotherhood
- 23 Husband and Wife
- 24 Noises and Dungeons
- 25 The Hidden Passageway
- 26 Mystery of the Kingdom
- 27 A Father to Call Father
- PART III: The Mystery of the Fellowship-Fall, 1937
- 28 Finkenwalde
- 29 Private Scheme
- 30 A Most Difficult Question
- 31 A Fateful Call
- 32 Bonhoeffer at Lebenshaus
- 33 Curious Proceedings
- 34 Neighboring Visit
- 35 Suspicious Inquiry
- 36 Exchange of Letters
- 37 Fateful Decisions
- 38 Irregular Correspondence
- PART IV: The Mystery of the Dungeon-1939
- 39 Approach to Conflict
- 40 Frustrated Vendetta
- 41 Tightening the Squeeze
- 42 Another Invitation
- 43 The Party
- 44 Light and Darkness
- 45 Renewed Friendship
- 46 Outburst
- 47 A Talk on Anger
- 48 The Red of the Rose
- 49 The Three Parents
- 50 Corridors High and Low
- 51 In the Harvest Field
- 52 Old Eppie's Tale
- 53 The Coming of War
- 54 Heart-Wrenching Offer
- 55 Testimony of Urgency
- 56 Parting
- 57 Prayer for Direction
- 58 Clandestine Assignment
- PART V: The Mystery of Lebenshaus-1942
- 59 Darkness over the Land
- 60 Nighttime Vigil
- 61 Gestapo Schemes
- 62 Flight in the Night
- 63 Savage Search
- 64 Tomb of Safety
- 65 Night of Death
- 66 The Network
- 67 Reunion
- 68 Wilderness Wandering
- 69 Even the Petals Have Fragrance
- 70 A Morning in the Garden
- 71 Life at Lebenshaus
- 72 Clues Leading South
- 73 The Dungeon
- 74 Hidden Workroom
- PART VI: The Mystery of Sacrifice-1944
- 75 The House of Schmundt
- 76 The Holy Box
- 77 The Baron and the Rabbi
- 78 North Again!
- 79 Another Visit
- 80 Suspicions
- 81 A Stranger
- 82 The Three Girls
- 83 God's Handmaidens
- 84 Gustav Visits
- 85 Gustav Makes a Discovery
- 86 Somewhere in Poland
- 87 Heinrich and Marion
- 88 Last Night at Lebenshaus
- 89 Betrayal
- 90 The Passover Seder
- 91 Unpleasant Thoughts
- 92 The Communion Supper
- 93 Evil Approach
- 94 Angel of Death
- 95 Sacrifice
- 96 Freedom
- Epilogue
- Note on Dietrich Bonhoeffer
“This is what takes a lifetime,” he said. “It is simply this: be a disciple of the Master. How that is accomplished is quite simple really. Extremely difficult… yet simple. Read the four Gospels of the New Testament. Read them over and over and over. Immerse yourself in them. And as you do… do whatever Jesus tells you to do.
“Every word that proceeds out of his mouth, as recorded in the Gospels, is meant for us to heed and obey. That’s all there is to it—after that moment comes when he bids you to follow, and after you make the decision to be his disciple, all you must do is obey his every word and teaching.
“That’s what a disciple does—he obeys his master.”
56 Parting
56
Parting
The mood at breakfast the following morning was quiet and subdued.
The realization had deepened upon them all through the night that a painful parting was at hand. Few words were spoken. These were times that tested the mettle of character and the fiber of relationship. Everything that needed to be said had been said.
“It is with a heavy heart that I say it, Baron,” said Thaddeus when the meal had been completed and they had been sitting for some time in silence, “but we must presently be on our way.”
Baron von Dortmann nodded gravely.
Suddenly Sabina rose from her chair, burst into tears, and ran from the room.
The other four sat in awkward silence a moment more, then Marion began to rise to follow her. The baron gently placed a hand on her arm and glanced at her with a barely perceptible shake of the head. Marion resumed her seat.
It was Matthew who got out of his chair and left the room. The baron let him go, saying nothing. All three parents sensed that a special bond had been developing for some time between their son and daughter. Though it seemed destined to be torn asunder by the tragedy of war, the baron knew that this moment with his daughter belonged to Matthew, not to himself or his wife.
Matthew went first to his room, then to find Sabina. He made his way along the now-familiar corridors, heavy of heart. He knew where she would be.
He stepped out onto the balcony and saw Sabina at the far end, standing at the edge of the battlement, looking over the fields.
Slowly he approached, his hands held behind him.
She sensed his presence, but kept her back turned. Matthew knew she was still crying, though softly now.
“I’ve decided to stay,” she said after a moment, her voice full of tears. “I couldn’t possibly—”
“I know,” said Matthew.
“But how? How could you know? I only just came to the decision a minute ago.”
“I guess I just had a feeling. Maybe it’s because you’re so much like your father.”
“I could never leave them,” said Sabina, “no matter what happens.”