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Chapters (106)
  1. Introduction
  2. Prologue-1961...
  3. PART I: The Mystery of the Garden-Summer, 1937
  4. 1 Among the Elite
  5. 2 Conversation on the Lawn
  6. 3 Baron Heinrich von Dortmann
  7. 4 The Opportunist
  8. 5 The Estate von Dortmann
  9. 6 Silent Witness
  10. 7 Der Frühlingsgarten
  11. 8 The Mystery of the Garden
  12. 9 Inner Storms
  13. 10 Low Advancement
  14. PART II: The Mystery of the Kingdom-Midsummer, 1937
  15. 11 Guests in the Country
  16. 12 A Morning in the Garden
  17. 13 Woods and Countryside
  18. 14 House of Intrigue
  19. 15 Prayer for an Aging Saint
  20. 16 The Tour Continues
  21. 17 Old-Fashioned Farm Work
  22. 18 Change of Plans
  23. 19 A Visitor
  24. 20 The Invalid
  25. 21 The Mothers
  26. 22 Infiltrating the Brotherhood
  27. 23 Husband and Wife
  28. 24 Noises and Dungeons
  29. 25 The Hidden Passageway
  30. 26 Mystery of the Kingdom
  31. 27 A Father to Call Father
  32. PART III: The Mystery of the Fellowship-Fall, 1937
  33. 28 Finkenwalde
  34. 29 Private Scheme
  35. 30 A Most Difficult Question
  36. 31 A Fateful Call
  37. 32 Bonhoeffer at Lebenshaus
  38. 33 Curious Proceedings
  39. 34 Neighboring Visit
  40. 35 Suspicious Inquiry
  41. 36 Exchange of Letters
  42. 37 Fateful Decisions
  43. 38 Irregular Correspondence
  44. PART IV: The Mystery of the Dungeon-1939
  45. 39 Approach to Conflict
  46. 40 Frustrated Vendetta
  47. 41 Tightening the Squeeze
  48. 42 Another Invitation
  49. 43 The Party
  50. 44 Light and Darkness
  51. 45 Renewed Friendship
  52. 46 Outburst
  53. 47 A Talk on Anger
  54. 48 The Red of the Rose
  55. 49 The Three Parents
  56. 50 Corridors High and Low
  57. 51 In the Harvest Field
  58. 52 Old Eppie's Tale
  59. 53 The Coming of War
  60. 54 Heart-Wrenching Offer
  61. 55 Testimony of Urgency
  62. 56 Parting
  63. 57 Prayer for Direction
  64. 58 Clandestine Assignment
  65. PART V: The Mystery of Lebenshaus-1942
  66. 59 Darkness over the Land
  67. 60 Nighttime Vigil
  68. 61 Gestapo Schemes
  69. 62 Flight in the Night
  70. 63 Savage Search
  71. 64 Tomb of Safety
  72. 65 Night of Death
  73. 66 The Network
  74. 67 Reunion
  75. 68 Wilderness Wandering
  76. 69 Even the Petals Have Fragrance
  77. 70 A Morning in the Garden
  78. 71 Life at Lebenshaus
  79. 72 Clues Leading South
  80. 73 The Dungeon
  81. 74 Hidden Workroom
  82. PART VI: The Mystery of Sacrifice-1944
  83. 75 The House of Schmundt
  84. 76 The Holy Box
  85. 77 The Baron and the Rabbi
  86. 78 North Again!
  87. 79 Another Visit
  88. 80 Suspicions
  89. 81 A Stranger
  90. 82 The Three Girls
  91. 83 God's Handmaidens
  92. 84 Gustav Visits
  93. 85 Gustav Makes a Discovery
  94. 86 Somewhere in Poland
  95. 87 Heinrich and Marion
  96. 88 Last Night at Lebenshaus
  97. 89 Betrayal
  98. 90 The Passover Seder
  99. 91 Unpleasant Thoughts
  100. 92 The Communion Supper
  101. 93 Evil Approach
  102. 94 Angel of Death
  103. 95 Sacrifice
  104. 96 Freedom
  105. Epilogue
  106. Note on Dietrich Bonhoeffer

A lengthy silence settled over them once more. Slowly Marion’s head moved up and down with the movement of Heinrich’s deep-breathing lungs. Nowhere in all the world did either of them feel so contented, she with her head nestled close to his chest, he with his broad arm stretched around her shoulder and waist. In all ways they had grown to be as one, but here was that oneness most deeply and richly felt.

“Do you fear death, Heinrich?” asked Marion at length, her voice barely above a whisper.

The baron sighed deeply and thought a long time before answering.

“I don’t know,” he said after some time. “I have always prayed to have courage when the moments of greatest confrontation against evil and darkness come.”

He paused, his lungs breathing in and out slowly as he pondered the question that had been inwardly occupying more and more of his prayers as omens and portents of the future became more clear.

“Certainly I possess fears,” he said. “It would be a lie to say I do not fear death. My flesh of course fears it. You cannot imagine, Marion, what a weak man I feel like inside. So many people look to me for direction and protection and help and guidance. You and Sabina and so many others over the years—I think sometimes you all consider me as a tower of strength. But I tell you, deep inside there are times I am just a frightened little boy, wondering who this grown man is that people call the baron von Dortmann.

“Ah yes… I have fears. I wonder what kind of man I will prove to be when the moment of severest danger comes—a moment I sense is close at hand. If I did not have you beside me, and was not able to look into your eyes so that we might silently say to one another, All is well… we are secure in the shelter of our Father’s arms—if I could not share that with you, Marion, I think I would crumble from the weight of my fears.

“I cannot say I do not fear death. But I do not fear what death may do to us. Indeed, it can do nothing. It can only touch the flesh, and that does not concern me. It might be able to separate us for a season. To be apart from you is the greatest injury death could inflict. But only a brief season. Our Father will make all things right, and sooner than we think. My belief in that overarching truth is far stronger than the culmination of all my temporal fears. My confidence in that right-making enables me even to endure the thought of having to say auf Wiedersehen to you—until we see each other again! Not even death would cause me to say good-bye.”

“Do you think we will have to part, Heinrich?”